AnimeFest Asia 2009 (some pics. more on fb)

Theatre Arts- My clown costume

These snacks make me happy

MAKSIM!!

So, I watched Maksim on Thursday night instead of going to STC's prom. hehe Anyhooo, the concert was AMAZING. And best of all, he played Freddie Mercury's original piano version of BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY!!!

Oh, and one SURPRISING thing happened. My mum and I were sitting in out seats, right in the middle, facing the piano. And my mum looked to the left... THERE, walking towards us, was MY GRANDAUNT, MY GRANDUNCLE. AND THEIR DAUGHTER! And cool thing, THEIR SEATS WERE RIGHT NEXT TO OURS!!! BUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

It was surprising! Coz we didn't know they were watching it, and same on their side! Haha XD COOL EH.

Anyhow, managed to sneak some shots with my phone. Lol. If only my phone had an awesome camera. Hahaha.



And I managed to buy his latest album, Pure II, with his autograph on it :P And the concert programme with his autograph too. Buahahaha... And 2 of his DVDs... LOL.

Maksim is a really really talented piano player, and has a VERY VERY strong passion for piano. Haha, rocking man in his 30s XD HEEHEE

Christmas List

It's time that I made one for this Christmas :) wheeeeee And with pictures too hahaha

1. Black Fedora Hat


2. Hair mousse! Green, orange, or blue one. hahaha


3. A Heroes Season 2/3/4 poster :P


4. A handmade present of some sort :)


5. New strings for my classical guitar... The metal strings are getting rusty :(


6. New phone :( Not coz I want a newer model. But coz my phone has fallen too many times that it's falling apart. But oh well, it isn't a MUST to have one. Although, having this phone (below) is definitely cool :P



7. Red extensions :P

Friday the 13th

Today, is a supposedly unlucky day.

Today, is when the O levels have officially ended.

Today, is when I hand in my dreaded commentary that many people rushed at the last minute.

Today, is when I forgot to bring my whole Business file to school.

Today, is when I forgot that it was Math class before Business, and I turned up at an empty classroom before realising my mistake, and rushing back to the Math block, just in time for Mr Lumb to start the lesson.

Today, is when for the first time, I asked for an extension on an assignment because I have not done it yet.

Today, is when I had a chat with Constance about the Thriller dance, and how she told me to go youtube to find the tutorial.

Today, is when I showed 2 Urvi and Olena my Frustration vid on youtube and that it managed to get over 61,000 views.

Today, is Mufti.

Clothes Fitting

So Sharley came to my place just now. Hahahah :P She came to let me try on the short kimono for next Saturday to go for the AFA lol... So I ended up modelling for her to advertise the clothes that she is selling.

Short Black Skirt - $50 Originally $75-$80 Front
Back

Spider Wed Black Skirt - $90 Originally $100+ Front
Back

Short Kimono - $160/$170 (Price is negotiable) Originally $200+ Front
Back

Goth Punk top + arms - $50 Originally (unknown) Front
Back

Change of Plans

ALRIGHT. I will not be going to Prom.

I'll go for Maksim instead.

If you think I'm heartless by not going to prom, you'll understand my decision if you're standing in my shoes. Okay? So shut it.

Instead, I'm inviting only several people to dinner this Saturday night... Hopefully at Ion's Swensens... So now I'm getting names down already... lalala...

AND YAN XUAN HAS NOT REPLIED ME. Dang it =.= She never uses her phone... lol. time to give her house phone a call! :P

It's November

So... After the break... Os have started. And my school has started too.

I bought tickets to go watch Maksim, but now I think I have to cancel. Coz it's on the same night as STC's Prom. DARN IT. And a number of people want me to show up. ARGH. But I don't wanna be cramped in that friggin hot and small hall =.= But I DO wanna see SL in a dress. HEHEHEHE. And I miss Justine and YX and those other crazy people in school. Believe it or not, I've already forgotten some of their names. Omg... What a friend I am.

SIGH. But my mum told me that Prom is once in a lifetime, and Maksim may come again in the future :( BOOHOO. Oh well. Gotta let Maksim go... ><

Oh, and my next Math test is next Tuesday. GREAT. And my chinese individual oral test is Thursday... morning. I'll be the first to go for the test on Thurs. Omg

Oh ya, I'm going to Shanghai for Project Week next March... 22nd... Will be going with Christina, Richard (this really quirky korean) and Ian (quite singaporean with braces... LOL) Richard was really weird. Like, he emailed me about the whereabouts of the meeting, and he was so formal about it @_@ Like just now when we were in the library, he was like,"Oh, you must be Lovely. Nice to meet, you. I'm Richard." And I could see his hand was like, about to reach across the table to shake mine... I was like thinking,"omg, please DON'T ask to shake my hand... it'll be a REALLY awkward moment" @_@ Luckily, he didn't. Phew. And he went on professionally,"alright, so I'm gonna fill you in on what we were discussing. We're going to Shanghai, to help disabled kids in an institute."

Then Christina comes awhile later. OH YA. FUNNY PART. Christina and I were staring at each other when Richard was talking. And I was doing the raise-eyebrow thingy at her and so was she at me. LOL. And we were smiling at each other. And thn Richard noticed it and he was like,"Why are you guys eyeballing each other? ExcUUUUUUUSE me? No lesbian action alright?..... Oh and you will get your own rooms... Then you guys can do whatever you want *gives a disgusted look*" HAHAHAHHAHA. It was so funny XD

Hmm... and Ian is really quiet... Oh yea.. So we agreed, we will work in the day. Then night time, we can do whatever we want. Richard was saying that nightlife is optional... not for him though. hahaha. I'm probably gonna go crazy without internet connection. Lol. If not, I'm gonna waste all my camera batteries. WOOO!! Definitely gonna take loads of pictures :D

Post Overdue

Alright, firstly, Commedia Dell'Arte. There were 2 shows this week. Wednesday and Thursday. the Wednesday show clashed with Woman In Black so only 31 people made up the audience for our show.

Didn't turn out as great. The Thursday show, however, turned out as more than a success. It was AWESOME!!!! It was GREAT! the audience was also wonderful because without the laughter of the audience, our show was kinda boring... So yeah :D Good job audience! :D


I'm the second from the left standing. The one with both hands on her hips :P


So then today, I watched This Is It. FINALLY!!! And I LOVED IT. I kinda cried at the beginning... listening to the comments made by the dancers on the day of their audition to the show. It was really sad when you think that MJ has passed away already... compared to the hope in the voices of the dancers. *Shakes head* amazing...

I loved the show. Omg... the light effects, the vids, the music, MJ, the dances, the costumes, the props. It was truly breathtaking. A pity that MJ had passed so soon. He was an amazing singer... And I shall write about the movie/concert for my school's newspaper... yeah...

Holding It

Been so busy these few days, leaving school only after 6... Sometimes 6.30... All in the name of trying to fulfill the requirements of passing my Theatre Arts IB course. Mum won't understand... Never will coz she doesn't want to understand. And she says that by joining this play, I have ruined my studies. And frankly I say, WHAT THE FUCK.

you don't know something, just SHUT UP. Or you could try to ASK nicely about it. Okay? SEEK UNDERSTANDING. That's something else that we lack in society nowadays too.

This is not the only thing that made me pissed today. I would type everything down if I had time and if I had the patience with my iPod's keyboard... But I have neither. So yea... Gonna leave it here today and not bore you with the shit that's in my mind. Cheers



"It's days like these where I try to be considerate to others and bottle everything inside... Holding back those tears you know so well..."

I'm In

So today was the selection/audition for the Italian-based comedy play. And...

The Marco Lully guy, (you can google him) did some exercises with us, and then selected us from there.

So then, when they were calling out the names, I was not chosen :( SIGH

So I went up to Mrs Arrol and asked whether it was too late to volunteer for backstage roles for the other school plays. And she told me to wait... and then she wrote my name down on the list of the chosen ones for the Commedia play (the one I just auditioned for). I WAS IN!!! WOOOOOO!!

1st session, it was tiring man... But fun nonetheless. Omg, Indiana was FRIGGIN funny when we did the still frame improvisation exercise. LOL!!!! Long story, will tell you another time. HAHAHAHA

So anyhow... OH YEA, Free Period in the library was FRIGIGN HILARIOUS TODAY. OMG... LOL. Okay, I went in, turned on the comp, and sat down, then I heard someone singing "I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing" by Aerosmith, turned around and saw Anders and he was like,"FINALLY!" lol... Ya lah I deaf lah. So then I realized I forgot my student number... which is this 4-numbered code. LOL. I was like, crap. So I asked Supriya to log into the comp for me. Lol...

So it was Min, Anders, and me sitting with the comps. And Supriya, Jivika, and Ish sitting round the table behind us. We were making SO much noise and laughing SO bloody much, we were shush-ed by the librarians like, 3 times I think. HAHAHAHHAA. Half the time, we were commenting on Min's british accent HAHAHAHAHA... Min Tse Chong you funny girl... Oh, and Anders and I tried to speak in Hokkien to Min... But Anders only mostly knew the vulgarities so I was like,"That's only vulgarities!!! HAHAHAHAHA"

Before tutor group, Min saw me and he started dancing one part from my Taiwanese dance from UN Night. Broke out laughing and I was like,"it's getting old man.." Then he said,"but it's funny!" Then some silence as the rest of us waited to enter the room (sm students were still using it). Then he said,"you should join Lion Dance!" I was like,"@_@ noooooo" *shakes head vigorously* and he was like,"Since you're addicted to it" I was like,"no I'm not. hahaha"

Well... that's Monday. Oh, and they noticed my braces were off. Lol... Only a handful of people commented on that. Hahahaha... Sigh... Major rehearsals tmrw, Wed, thurs, Fri, Sat, Mon and Tues... 3/3.30-6.30pm for weekdays and 10am-1pm for the Saturday. And next Wednesday and Thursday is already the performance for the play. LOL. DIE LAH.

Scared Shitless

My mum is askin me to do something that will scare me shitless. And I don't wanna appear like the person who is digging up the past. But it is a past that my mum will keep noticing unless he changes...

Man I regret what I said last January =.= DAMN IT. It was the start of ALL THIS. URGH.

And I don't wanna seem like the bitch who has an attitude problem. By showin him that attitude, I'm inda BEING like him.

But mum says that as a girl, I should be strong. I should not let people play me around like this. And she has more experience than me o.o Humph... And that guy... No one knows him like I do. And he DOES NOT have the right to look at me like that (or so mum says), and he also DOES NOT have the right to treat my mum like that (or so mum says)... and he DOES NOT have the right to IGNORE my mum. Mum is still much older than he is, and as manners, he SHOULD acknowledge him...

Well, he's at church right now with his family... And I am at home typing this post... Darn it. I wonder how I'm gonna do what she's askin me to do... She said, "If you guys end up arguing, FINE! He's not even worth to be your friend then."

Yeah. But he's not gonna read this post. So I don't think he cares. Oh well... When the time comes, I WILL dig up the past... I WILL make him listen to me. I WILL make him care. And then I'll leave him.



I don't think this post makes any sense to any of you...

Fun Day

So today was Jeff's b'day. Happy 18th Birthday... AGAIN. Lol.

So, went to his house after SAT class... me, Christly, Elisa, and WeiWei. Reached his place, Clement, Daniel and Stephen were already there! o.o SO THEN, we waited some more. Christy and I were teaching each other guitar. I was teaching her I'm Yours and Lucky. And she was teaching me the intro of More Than Words. Haha... Dang... so hard

Then, we headed downstairs for the barbecue! Soon, Ko Jetan, Ko Sandy, Ko Andi, Chris, Stephen T, Rahmat, and Philip came :) WOOOO!! And AWESOME MEAT! I ate 2 slices of beef and 2 chunks of awesome chicken XD I was full already o.o Ate 2 sausages, 4 satays, and 1 prawn on a stick. Oh, and one slice of beef too... yeah...

Sang some JM songs with Christy... lalala... Took some pics...

Keren and Feb and Steven A. came later.

Then ate some more...

Then went to play pool at the clubhouse! WHOOOOOOOOOOO!!! It was friggin funny XD SO many people queuing up to hit the white ball. It was my first time playing pool so I don't know all the names and terms sorry. So then, I managed to get 3 chances to hit the ball with the stick (dunno what to call it). It went into the whole twice (WOOOO!!!) The 3rd time, I accidentally SCOOPED the ball up. And it FLEEEEEW across to the other side where all the guys were. And they were shouting. Omg, DAMN FUNNY!!!! Happened to Christy and Ko Jetan. Lol. But Ko Jetan's was an exception coz his ball got in. Lol...

Fun... :P

I Dreamt

I dreamt I was in someone's arms

And he held me tight

And he held me close

He brought his lips on mine

It felt wonderful

It felt like home

But sadly

I don't remember who it was

I feel vain

BRACES OFF!!!

<3? or no <3?

Went out with my mum on Thurs... Watched Cloudy With A Chance of Meatballs! FUNNY! Basically slapstick comedy. Haha :D

Also, she told me something about what love is. She said that when you really love someone, you put a lid on ALL the negative things about that person (that's why it's dangerous). You are totally blinded. And I asked her, "so you're saying that if I still notice any negative things about someone, it's not love?" and she said yes.......... Okay I think it's partially true. At the same time, I think that was crap. Firstly, she never felt that kind of love with my dad ANYWAY. It was more of the I-wanna-get-married-so-do-you-so-let's that kind of thing... And besides, what about noticing the negatives of that person for the good? Like, helping him stop smoking? Help him control his anger management problem? That kind of thing......

oh and guess what. In the same day, I saw this phrase 2 times, in the same mall, in different stores, on different products... I think it was followin me... tryin to tell me something... Oh well, I welcome it :D haha, so here's the phrase:

Not only do I love you, but you are my best friend.



ain't that sweet :D

Holidays...

So apparently I lost 2 kg in the last month... NOT ON PURPOSE. omg. So weird... Even though I'm eating pasta like, 4 times a week =.= wth man...

I've got to work on my next Lit presentation!! Urgh. No idea how I'm gonna start :( At least I've finished reading the next play we're gonna analyze in class... sigh

And I've gotta contact Khushnaaz to work on the narration for our scene in Theatre Arts. BLAH!

And I gotta back to STC one of these days to get my NYAA booklets back so I can submit them in UWC.

Oh and guess what, I HAVE GOTTEN IN CONTACT WITH MY KINDERGARTEN + GRADE 1 TEACHER FORM INDONESIA!! He's this American guy, bald head, lots of rings and bracelets, and 2 tattoos that I know of. Haha. And now he's teaching in Singapore!! SO AWESOOOOOOOOOOOOME!!!! TOTALLY gonna find him with Melita!! Melita was also from my old school :D And we both moved away within the same year. HEEHEE

A lil sth from Charlie Brown:
If I start writing now
When I'm not really rested
It could upset my thinking
Which is no good at all.
I'll get a fresh start tomorrow
And it's not due till Wednesday
So I'll have all of Tuesday
Unless something should happen.
Why does this always happen,
I should be outside playing
Getting fresh air and sunshine,
I work best under pressure,
And there'll be lots of pressure
If I wait till tomorrow
I should start writing now.
But I if I start writing now
When I'm nbot really rested
It could upset my thinking
Which is
No good at all.

Sweatfest

Today, I went for the first day of the SAT Prep Course. and we had the diagnostic test. Me and Feb were practically freezing and dying during the 4.5 hours were had to spend there. Lol But the teacher Jeremy was really funny XD haha

So then, I came home and went for my swimming lesson. Teacher was perfecting my backstroke. Coz I learnt it off the tv (cough cough) hahaha then she led me step by step through the basics of backstroke. Omg... my legs were getting tired @_@

So then came home, showered, and ate. Then went to Ulu Pandan Road's Pine Grove Condo to play bball!! Hahaha. When I reached, I was the only girl there. Lol. There were these 2 guys who live there. The chinese guy was FRIGGIN PRO. OMG. DAMN AWESOME AGILITY. The other was an Indian guy. He commented on my name (coz Pak Romy told him) and my accent. Haha. He thought I must have studied in Canada or the US before. lol *flattered* XD

Then some guys from rmj came! WOOOO!! And then more from Pemuda. Wheeee!! I played 3/4 matches. And when I scored the first time, everyone cheered!!! LOL. You know why? Coz I missed like, 3/4 times before that. Hahaha. And Ko Wilson was like,"Lovely!! come on!" Even Pak Romy came up to my dad and said,"I think you gave your daughter too much milk. She has too much strength so the ball keeps going over the hoop. hahahha" Lol... I can't shoot properly under pressure. YEAH I KNOW I SUCK AT BBALL. Come on, they removed the damn hoops from STC =.= STUPID.

So then, last match I played was with some Pemuda guys. I was the only girl in that game. I was on the Rmj side. It was super fun! lol. I had reached around 8pm. I left at like, 9.45pm. Late night bballing :D hahaha. People from my church were practically dominating the bball court XD HEEHEEHEE I was sweating so much. lol.

So the last match, after my team scored 7 pts, we changed teams. So the spare team for my side came up and we sat down. Haha. Rafael was like,"so, how are you preparing for choir tmrw? hahaha" lol... And Ko Wilson helped us all to take pics :D WOO!! Gonna bug him to put them up on fb ASAP! lol

Lovely T. says: (PM 11:35:02)
awesome games weren't they? :)

ChrisThamrun. says: (PM 11:35:38)
insane

Lovely T. says: (PM 11:35:41)
haha
but it was insane fun

ChrisThamrun. says: (PM 11:35:58)
yeah
whole body tired

Lovely T. says: (PM 11:36:12)
same!

ChrisThamrun. says: (PM 11:36:17)
haha
rest

Lovely T. says: (PM 11:36:26)
I'm gonna wake up LATE tmrw
lol

ChrisThamrun. says: (PM 11:36:32)
yeah
rest
i watch anime first

Lovely T. says: (PM 11:36:44)
LOL
nvm, also counted as rest. only your eyes are active
the rest of your body is just melting away in your chair. hahaha

ChrisThamrun. says: (PM 11:37:14)
haha

Post UN Night/Last Day of School

Fellow people at my lunch table! If you didn't know, UN Night is like Racial Harmony. So we could wear something related to our nationality or country. Or wear the flag's colours :)

Constance!!! Such loyalty to Singapore. haha *salutes* She was the organiser for the Singapore foodstall XD

Nicholas. The half Japanese half British dude. A fellow friend in Math and Origami!! hahaha He wanted me to pay him $2 for taking this pic of him. Lol

The Singaporean foodstall! The guy in white you see on the right is Yu Jie. He's the Singaporean who studied in GuangZhou, China. So you can imagine the accent he has when he speaks Chinese. It's AWESOME. And he was managing the bean soup thingy for the whole night! Haha. Such dedication XD I asked him today, he said he sold about 17 bowls. Not bad! lol And he's right, Singapore has no culture. So he wore his school uniform shirt with jeans, and a red shirt underneath. Haha, such simplicity :)

ALRIGHT. Some stuff about UN Night. I was gonna strangle Sharley coz she didn't take enough photos. But oh well, I can ask for some from Christina's mum who sat in the front row for the 2nd show. Hahaha.

Before the show: Preparations in the Small Hall with the Lion Dancers. Nearly got deaf again. Pity Min sprained his knee on Wednesday, so he couldn't be the lion head. AWW. Then went to the Main Hall for a quick meeting with the teachers and the crew. Blah blah blah. And then we went to do our other stuff. Calculations of the timings... We had 50 minutes from the start of every show to do our own stuff before we had to actually get our costume on. Isn't our Taiwanese dance just perfectly placed? Hahaha. Before the show, we wore all the stuff that we rented and took a group shot. Anushka forgot her socks =.= NVM THOUGH. hahaha. But we didn't wear everything for the show. Heehee



4.15pm Show: Came on stage... the lights didn't come on for like, the first 5-6 seconds. We were already dancing. I was like,"dammit, the lights aren't on!!" I'm a very verbal person. I talk all the time. Sometimes, I talk without thinking first. What a sucker. lol. So yea, lights came on, blah blah blah, moved to the front of the stage, and OMG. MR LUMB (my math teacher) WAS SITTING RIGHT IN FRONT WITH HIS DAUGHTER. And I screwed up the squats in my panic. LOL.

6.15pm Show: Lights still came on late. Christina's mum took photos for us! She was sitting RIGHT IN FRONT. RIGHT SMACK IN THE MIDDLE. LOL.

8.15pm Show: We planned to do something crazy since it was the last show. Like maybe rip open our shirts or the wrap-over skirt (we had clothes underneath). Then someone reminded us that Jess didn't have a shirt on underneath. LOL. Then we thought about doing some other crazy stuff. Hahaha... Or like untying the rope and throwing it at the audience. Or... jumping off the stage and shout OOOHGAAAHH OOOHGAAAHHH!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHA But we didn't. OH WELL. Andrea kinda screwed up the last part of the dance. When we went backstage, the guys from the Korean dance (the finale) gave us high fives. And I walked right into a drum. LOL. So embarrassing. Hahaha. Lucky it was dark, so they don't know which one I am. HAHA XD

Sharley came back with me after the last show. OH OH. I helped with the Indo food stall if you didn't know. We ran out of satay. Which was insane. Hahaha. And then we ran out of cups for the drinks, and we still had 2 buckets worth of drinks left XD But in the end one girl managed to get more from the HomeEc room :D Saved the day! Lol


TODAY. Last day of school before the 2-week holiday starts. Min left halfway during the day!!!! So I missed him during B&M class :( Aww. Couldn't tlak to him about UN Night. Dang. Oh, went to Math class, and my seat is right in front of Mr Lumb, so when I sat down, he was grinning at me.
Me: I saw you at the front row during the first show!
MrL: yes. You were in the dance. I saw you
Me: Taiwanese!!

Hahaha. And then Maithreyi and Anders tried to tell Mr Lumb that they were in the US hip-hop and breakdance part. And Mr Lumb didn't notice them. Lol. And they were using so much effort to try to fish some memory out of him. Hahaha. Too bad Mr Lumb only spotted Anders at the last part when he took off the mask and cap. XD And this Indian guy told Mr Lumb about Maithreyi, "she was the shortest one!" Whole class was going, "OOOOOOHH!!!!" And Maithreyi gave this shocked look and said, "WHATEVER! I OWN YOU FOR THE ASSESSMENT!!! HAH!" lol

Insane school :P HOLIDAYS!! YEA!! AND I'LL GET MY BRACES OFF ON THE 21ST!! WOOOOOOOOOOO

Busy Busy Busy

Omg, this week has been CRAZY. Firstly, I was panicking on Monday because I had miscalculated my time during the weekend, and I had not even started on my Theatre Arts portfolio or my english poster. Came back from UN Night Tech Rehearsal at like... 6.45. Had tuition, then rushed my Theatre Arts portfolio... 2 hours... went to sleep. Tuesday, came home at like... near 7, cancelled tuition and piano lesson so I can continue my portfolio for another hour. Then I started on my english poster... Eventually I only went to sleep at like, 12am today. Urgh. Luckily, I could wake up at 8 today :D heehee

Came to school, and realised that I left my TOK file at home (which included my essay that was due about 2 weeks ago). I ran to the library and printed out a copy =.= And then I realized I forgot to do my TOK homework from last week (like wtf). But I had no time to do it coz I had a dodgeball match during lunch. Ehem... I kinda pulled a muscle in my arm from yesterday's UWC Day... I carried a stack of 3 chairs and walked like... 150 metres with it... Or maybe less, but it felt far. I totally suck at throwin the ball =.= Dang... Min and this other Indian guy, and Benjamin were being the awesome ones. Lol. Then us 3 girls just dodged the balls thrown at us... HAHA

Okay. Back to the point. Today, I came home slightly past 7. SO FRIGGIN TIRED. It's so friggin HOT today. OMG. THEY ARE INSANE!!! We performed for the middle school kids and the foodstall people jsut now. Then I helped paint the banner for the Indonesian foodstall tomorrow. GAH. Oh well, gonna see Sharley tmrw :D Yay! One STC person XD

Hmm... Oh yea. I got some Assessment results back. omg... FAILED ENGLISH. KNN... I've never written commentaries before. And I failed both =.= Well, the teacher said she would give me a Grade 5, because I am like, somewhere on the borderline, but she can't give me a split grade. So it's either a 4, or a 5. She explained that if she gives me a 5, i have to face the risk that I might get a 4 next half term, and it would like I deproved. Which is worse. So I told her to give me a 4, so that at least I can work hard, and it would look better if I got a 5 next time. I wasn't the only one given this decision... 4 other people did. Sigh... I totally suck man :(

I got a grade 5 for Math. Because even though I got 7 (highest grade) for both homework, I got a 5 for my test. And Mr Lumb took 25% from homework and 80% from the test... so yea... pulled down. urgh. (psst, I think Anders FAILED). Lol

And... I got a high 6 for Chinese! WOOOOO!!! Hahaha. :P Of course, Yu Jie (THAT GENIUS!! I CAN CALL HIM THAT HERE COZ HE'S NOT READING MY BLOG ANYWAY. LOL) got a 7 for math, and probably a 7 for Chinese too... THAT GENIUS. He'll tell me to shut up if he hears me. HEHEHE. I shall annoy him in Chinese class tmrw.. MUAHAHAHA

Oh and Keren, I TOLD ALLEN ABOUT THE GIRL IN THE BUS!!! He was nice about it. Just smiled and nodded. Lol. He didn't look embarrassed or anything!

Wow... this post is long... TOMORROW IS UN NIGHT!! FINALLY!!! Omg... 3 shows. Urgh. I'm gonna wear a batik top and black pants tmrw to sch. INDO YEA!!!

Oh shit. I might get my assessment grades tmrw for Theatre Arts and Bio. OMG. Darn it @_@ I'll probably get a 4 for Bio =.= Coz it SUCKS. Might now about business and Management on Friday... Pretty confident about that one... definitely a pass :)

Well... will take pictures tmrw for UN Night yea? :D Will post em up on Friday probably heehee

Andrew Andrew

boom shacka lacka
does your butt smell like kacka
let me smell *sniff sniff*
bloody hell



Ching Chong the china man tried to milk a cow
Ching Chong the China man didn't know how
Ching Chong the China man pulled the wrong tit
Ching Chong the China man is covered in shit



What do they teach kids nowadays???

Where Will You Be?

When the sky turns dark
where will you be?
When the stars have stopped shining
where will you be?
When the moon has stopped glowing
where will you be?
When the sun has stopped burning
where will you be?

Will you be beside me
or with your family?
Will you join up with us
or with your friends?
I'll be here waiting
for you to come

When the seas have risen
where will you be?
When the mountains have awoken
where will you be?
When fire rains from the sky
where will you be?
When the lands have parted
where will you be?

Then end is coming
don't you see?
The worlds are rising
don't you hear?
I'll be here waiting
for you to come





A lil spontaneous poem I just wrote from the top of my head... haha :P Do you know what I'm sayin?

My Little Andrew B.

So today, on the way home, Andrew wanted to sit next to me :D Yay! I love that lil kid, SO CUTE!! Yeah... they're cute when they haven't reached puberty. Ain't so cute after that. lol

So we were kinda bored. And he said he wanted to prank people with my phone. So... after scrolling down my name list, I chose Justine as the FIRST candidate for his lil joke. Turned out more fun than I thought. Hahaha

"hello, yea.. I found this phone on the floor.... Who is the owner of this phone?... I found this phone on the floor, do you know the owner of this phone?.......... oh, ok. thanks" *looks at me, gives back my phone and laughs hysterically... and SO FRIGGIN LOUD* "omg, your friend is so stupid!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"

=.=

lol... kids... and we were like that once :P

Next candidate... KEREN!!
A: "hello, I found this phone on the floor... Who is the owner of this phone? I found it on the floor, can you tell me the name of the owner?...... No I don't study at UWC. I'm from Chua Chu Kang.... Umm, can you hold on for a sec? *asks me whether he should stop. and I tell him to go on* Yea... oh... okay..." *asks if he can stop coz Keren's getting all serious or something, so I take the phone from him*
Me: Keren... KEREN. Lovely here
K: oh. my. God. walaooooooo... Lovely... why meeeeee!!!! why meeeeeeeee!!! eeeeee...... *and so on... yea. lol*

NEXT CANDIDATE: JOSIAH!!! LOL. Omg.
A: *same ol intro* I'm John Kan... Oh, I found it a few minutes ago. Huh? No I don't live here. I'm on a holiday. I don't know this place!... Where I found it? Umm, near some bus station place near Buona Vista.... My dad and I were walking down the street and we found it on the floor....... he's buyin an ice cream right now... He's buying an ice cream and I'm going home... oh... UWC? I think there's one in my country..." *tells me he wants to stop*
Me: Jos *breaks into laughter*
J: hello?
Me: JOS!!! *breaks into more laughter* Omg... did you know you jsut got tricked by a 10-yr-old? HAHA. Man
J: *a moment of silence* omg!!! hahahaha
Me: HAHA XD Remember Andrew that lil boy?
J: Umm, you mean the one you talked about?
Me: yea, the one on my bus. hahaha
*and the convo continuted for a lil longer. haha*

So then I smsed Justine: Did you know you just got tricked by a 10-year-old?

And a moment later, she calls me,"what, are you serious? omg... I was like wth, Lovely lost her phone? *convo continutes* Omg Lovely. But at least you made me laugh. Which is a good thing since I have O levels.. the stress you know... But the next time you're gonna do that, it better be reall okay Lovely? It better be real. Hahaha"

Yeah... Man... Andrew...

Food Convo

Lovely T. says: (PM 06:30:59)
I'm in the mood for jap food and STEAK today
lol
STEAK STEAK STEAK
SASHIMI SASHIMI SASHIMI

those hummingbirds all in your hair says: (PM 06:31:16)
LOL
GAH
IM FEELING HUNGRY

Lovely T. says: (PM 06:31:28)
I want my juicy tenderloin steak
hehehe

those hummingbirds all in your hair says: (PM 06:31:33)
MMMMMM

Lovely T. says: (PM 06:31:45)
and my salmon sashimi with the sauce and the wasabe
yummmmm

those hummingbirds all in your hair says: (PM 06:31:50)
hahahhahaa

Lovely T. says: (PM 06:31:50)
and my Ebi Tempura Maki
and my Edamame
and my Yaki Udon/Tempura Udon

those hummingbirds all in your hair says: (PM 06:32:22)
right now, all i want is some ikea meatballs D:

Lovely T. says: (PM 06:32:26)
LOL

those hummingbirds all in your hair says: (PM 06:32:37)
lol
SHIT MAN
my friend called me
asking for help on what to order in subway
WALAO

Lovely T. says: (PM 06:34:42)
LOL
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAhahAH

those hummingbirds all in your hair says: (PM 06:34:48)
and now im freaking hungry
AHH

Some Monty Python (to relieve the O lvl stress)

Michael: Ahh.. very passable, this, very passable

Obediah: Nothing like a good glass of Chateau de Chassilier, eh Josiah?

Josiah: You're right there Obediah

Eric: Who'd a thought 30 years ago we'd all be sittin' here drinking chateau de Chassilier?

Michael: Aye. In them days, we'd a'been glad to have the price of a cup o' tea.

Obediah: A cup o' COLD tea.

Eric: Without milk or sugar.

Josiah: OR tea!

Michael: In a cracked cup, and all

Eric: We never had a cup. We used to have to drink it out of a rolled up nespaper.

Obediah: The best WE could manage was to suck on a piece of damp cloth.

Josiah: But you know, we were happy in those days, though we were poor.

Michael: Aye. BECAUSE we were poor. My old Dad used to say to me,"Money doesn't buy you happiness."

Eric: 'E was right. I was happier then and I had NOTHING'. We used to live in this tiny old house, with greaaaaaaaaaaaat bit holes in the roof.

Obediah: House? You were lucky to have a HOUSE! We used to live in on room, all 26 of us, no furniture. Half the floor was missing and we were all huddled together in one corner for fear of FALLING!

Josiah: You were lucky to have a ROOM! WE used to have to live in a corridor!

Michael: Ooohhhh! We used to DREAM of livin' in a corridor! Woulda' been a palace to us. We used to live in an old water tank on a rubbish tip. We got woken up every morning by having a load of rotting fish dumped all over us! House?! Hmmph.

Eric: Well when I say "house" it was only a hole in the ground covered by a sheet of tarpaulin, it was a house to US.

Obediah: We were evicted from OUR hole in the ground; we had to go and live in a lake!

Josiah: You were lucky to have a LAKE! There were a 150 of us living in a shoebox in the middle of the road.

Michael: Cardboard box?!

Josiah: Aye

Michael: You were lucky. We lived for 3 months in a rolled up newspaper in a septic tank. We used to have to get up at 6 in the morning, clean the nespaper, eat a crust of stale bread, go to work down the mill for 14 hours a day week in week out, for sixpence a week. When we got home, our Dad would thrash us to sleep with his belt!

Obediah: Luxury! We used to have to get out of the lake at 6 in the morning, clean the lake, eat a handful of hot gravel, work 20 hours a day at the mill for tuppence a month, come home, and Dad would beat us to sleep with a broken bottle, if we were LUCKY!

Josiah: Well of course, we had it tough. We used to have to get up our of the shoebox at 12 o'clock at night, and LICK the road clean with our tongues. We had to eat half 2 bits of cold gravel, worked 24 hours a day at the mill for sixpence every four years, and when we got home, our Dad would slice us in 2 with a bread knife.

Eric: Right. I had to get up in the morning at 10 o'clock at night, half an hour before I went to bed, drink a cup of cold poson, work 29 hours a day down mill, and pay the mill owner for permission to come to work, and when we got home, our Dad would kill us, and dance about on our graves singing "Hallelujah."

Michael: And you try and tell the young people today that... and they won't believe ya'

All: They won't...

Adapting...

So I'm in school right now... Killing time till 4.30pm so that I can ride the activity bus home. Yay... =.=

A lil update about my in the new school. I'm performing in the Taiwanese Aboriginal dance... and Christina put my in the front row, apparently right smack in the middle. HAHAHAHAHAHA. And I'll be selling Indo Satay at the Indonesian foodstall!! WHEEEEEE

Hmm, I just submitted my drawing to the school newspaper: The Other Side Newspaper. Hehe... I'll take a picture of it when it's published :)

Hm... 8 more minutes to kill. Lol. So then Cousins Thomas and Widya came on Monday, with Widya's husband, Calvin... AND THEIR KID!!! WOOOO!!! Joyice/Joyce/Joice looks so FRIGGIN CUTE!! CHUBBBBBYYYYYYY!!!! HAHA XD

Oh, ate at Chili's on Monday night. I had the New York Strip this time :P MAN I LOVE THE STEAK. And my bro was like,"start acting like a girl... my gawd..." HAHAHAHA.

OH OH, TOK lesson today was really fun! We came into the classroom, and Mr Meredith told us to go out of the classroom and just walk around school for 15 minutes. Omg. LOL. So Nic, Ainsley and I did. And we returned to class JUST on the 15th minute. It was his idea as an introduction to the chapter of Paradigms. Huahahahaha...

Oh well, the bell jsut rung. 3 more minutes to kill. I think I can leave in a bit :P See ya round.

Theme For A1 Higher English

Kate Levy said,

"Go home and write
a pastiche tonight.
And let that poem come out of you--
Then, it will be true."

Other students might find this simple,
But to others like me, imagination is not so ample.
Teachers take it that we understand
And at times I feel they just command.
Do they really want us to practice our writing skills?
Or are they just targeting us for their kills?
But still, my teacher gave this to me
So I shall sit here and dive into my mind’s poetic alley

So is it too much to hope
Or is it in the dark I grope?
A world free of prejudice
And eventually spare us the malice
My parents often say, “don’t mingle with
Those white friends and keep a width”.
It’s “freedom, equality and brotherhood” that we promote
But it’s just Johnson Bunche that I quote.
I am the product of my heritage
But I never consider it as bondage.
Nothing can hide the truth about my roots
‘Cause it’s as obvious as my yellow rain boots.
A yellow that matches my skin.

With high education and costly dressings,
Fellow yellows make opulent surroundings.
I watch those crystal diamonds shimmer
And snigger when they don’t have their glamour.
What we are we cannot hide.
It is only to themselves that they have lied.

If we look at this wider picture,
Aren’t we all one another’s brother?
You and I live in a multi racial country, Levy,
Yet I feel that attitudes thrown at me are empty.
How is it that people still feel that way in this new age?
And before I fill this page,
This I say as my final wish:
This country should stop pretending to be Amish.

This is my page for A1 Higher English.





Adapted from Langston Hughe's "Theme For English B". This was written for an English assignment :P

This Is IT!!!!

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Watch the trailer guys!! OCTOBER 28!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. TOTALLY GONNA WATCH IT. AIN'T GONNA MISS IT FOR THE WORLD!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

So anyhoooooo... my mum managed to get my piano tuned yesterday. AWESOME. Although, I've not tried it out yet :S I hope the pedal was oiled... coz the squeeky sound it was giving out was SERIOUSLY annoying... disrupted my concentration when I was playin the piano...

And the tuner said that the piano was already built in a way where the sound is kinda sharp... not the # kind of sharp... if you know what I mean. And he can't change it :( Oh well... stupid Samick piano =.=

Dang it. Today is gonna be a BUSY BUSY day... I have the UN Night dance item thingy that we gotta show the teachers... And, gotta rush to rmj after that coz I'm the MC for today @_@ And... gotta reach home by 6pm... coz Fenessa is comin over at 6.30pm, so that we can watch the Charlie Brown Broadway Musical at LASALLE at 8pm. But it's free seating, so we gotta go there at 7pm. AAAAHHHHH!!!!! RUSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Workload Coming

So it's another one of those nights typing away on my iPod again... sigh.

More work has been piling up. What do you expect? This is the 5th week already. In an hour and it will be Friday. I had my math test, didn't score too well. 20/32 :( I can totally do better than that!!!!! urgh. I should have gotten a Grade 7 (like that smartass boy sitting next to me). I got friggin careless mistakes. So annoying. And I had my Bio test today. I think I'm so totally gonna flunk that. I mistook Glycosidic Bonds for Ester Bonds. And Hydrogen Bonds for Glycosidic Bonds. wth man...

Theatre Arts made my day though. We experimented with face paint! haha. So I based my clown face on a lemur's face, combined with the designs of a White Face clown and a Harlequin Clown :D mine kinda turned out scary. I took some self-portraits (which you guys will see another day) haha... I guess I'm gonna get some shut eye now... gah... stupid acne genes =.=


psst... Dan, if you're reading this, awesome!!! look for the post called "Home - A Poem By Me" hahaha

Dialogues

Me: I'm meeting a friend later there
Richanda: oh! who is it?
Me: My really close friend who happens to be a guy
R: Hey, let's catch up to them *points to 2 girls ahead of us*
(we brisk walk to them and R tries to scare one of them)
Girl: Olena??
R: haha! She thought I was Olena!!.... *walks some more* Let's take over them...
Me: Why are you walking so fast???!!!
R: oh yea... right. Why am I walking so fast? *slows down speed and 2 girls take over us again*
Me: hahaha
R: We should talk about something. Something cool. hmm. They're talking about technology. That's cool. We should talk about something too! Coz we're cool!
Me: lol.. uhh...
R: Hmm... like, what kind of guys do you think are hot?
Me: whuuuuut??? heh? haha You mean guys in school or what?
R: guys in school
Me: umm... they're good to look at.
R: good to look at? hahaha
Me: yeap... just good to look at, but there's nothing there.
Me and R: HAHAHAHAHAHA

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hahaha XD So then today, I watched The Time Traveler's Wife. Sad to say, they changed and removed some parts of the movie :( TOO BAD THEY DIDN'T STICK TO THE EPILOGUE!!! GARGH That's so annoying :( They should have stuck to it. If not then it won't work the same magic it did in the book!!!!
Oh, and I bought 2 tops from Topshop. Wheeee!! Haha :D

Failed Test

So I had my math test yesterday... probably failed it coz I couldnt do like, 3 of the questions... over 8. won't get my Grade 7 :( sigh... oh well. first tests are always like that. gah

oh well... it's 12.25AM... should get some shuteye right about now :P

Home - A poem by me

As the van drove around the bend,
the tall bushy trees parted,
and an old run down building came into view.

It's walls are stained,
with a pale yellow,
acid rain had
corroded the sides.
Wheelchairs lined the corridors.

Doors to the many rooms were left,
wide open,
to allow air to circulate
within.
I managed to catch a glimpse
of a bed or two.
Were the beds empty?
Where were the people?

The van slowed to a stop
at the parking lot,
and the 8 of us hopped out.
A short briefing,
and the supervisor came
out to speak.

A tour was given.
As we passed through
the many rooms,
the sight nearly started to water
my eyes.

People with twisted bones,
twisted faces.
People with crooked spines,
crooked grins.

What had the world done to humans?

A woman,
in a wheelchair,
grinning.

How was she happy like this?

Her laughter,
slightly chocking on her throat.
Her mouth,
opened wide,
gaping like a fish.
Her head,
thrown back,
and stayed that way.
We would see the back of
her throat.

We met more of them.
And we shall meet more
next week.

Post Panic

So uhh... I auditioned for the play just now. Omg, you have no idea how much I was panicking before I went into the room. lol. Glad to say, the guy auditioning for his external play clapped his hands after I read out something from his lil book... And I had to read it in the English Accent. UPPER CLASS. lol

I screwed up the first one I had already memorised... Monologue 1 (look down to refer)... :( I SCREWED IT UP. DAMN >< And on Friday, MORE people are also auditioning :( BOOHOO...

I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA GET THE PART!!! :( AWWWW MAN. This is so EFFING DEPRESSING.
Oh and apparently, I can only invited family and relatives for UN Night... so uhh... Cancel that out coz I can't invite STC people then. lol

NO BEARDS!!!

Olena: I don't mind if they've got piercings, or a tattoo, or whatever. Just, NO BEARDS.
Me: YEA!! Omg. Beards are like... ugh... hairy... gross... UGH
Olena: I don't mind anything else... just NO BEARDS.
Me: I mind if there's a beard... I mind... umm... OH! I mind if he's too skinny.
Constance: *interrupts* SKITTLES!!!!!
(Olena and I stare at her)
Olena: IGNORE CONSTANCE! She always does this. lol
(Contance slides over to us... the floor was wet with rain)
Constance: SKITTLES!!! :D
Olena: (to me) Follow me to my locker!!
(Constance tags along)
Olena: NOT YOU!!!
Constance: But you said to follow you to your locker!
Olena: ANYONE ELSE BUT YOU!!!
Constance: well.. I'm going to MY locker!! :DDDD
(we all start laughing)
Me: So... no beards!! lol
Olena: YEA! they're disgusting!
Constance: huh? Whuuuut??
Me: Oh, we were just talking about us not liking guys with beards.
Constance: oh.
Me: And I mind them if they're TOO thin!
Olena: Why?
Me: Coz there's nothing to hug!!!! *sweeps hands in front of myself*
Olena: LOL!!!! (laughs so hard she could not open her locker, and she had to lean on it instead)
Me: Coz it'll all just be skin and bones!!! ahahah

"Do you have a love life?"

(Last Wednesday... walking out of school)
Anders: So do you have a love life?
Me: I don't want one right now. Haha
Anders: Got stead before?
Me: Last year
Anders: *shocked* WAH! Like, STEADY AH?
Me: Yea... *waves it off... not wanting to talk about it*
Anders: How many?
Me: *thought he was referring to how long it was... put up 4 fingers*
Anders: WAH! GOT 4 AH! *starts inching away*
Me: Huh? What??? CHEH...... =.= I thought you were referring to months...
Anders: ..... oooooh. So only 1, but then it lasted 4 months lah...
Me: yea...
Anders: Oh... so this year? Have or not?
Me: I can get one this year, but I don't want to
Anders: He good-looking or not?
Me: *hesitates for a moment* Average... At least he's not monstrous right... Not necessarily slim though. BUT THEN, he's damn nice. aaahhh... Damn nice lah.... He's a great person. Like, he was with me throughout the time I was with the guy last year... (blabbers on about the history)... so yea... then now we're like really close...
Anders: Then go ahead lah!
Me: He's got O levels anyway... I don't wanna distract him or anything... *starts remembering what happened last year*
Anders: He what school?
Me: *says the name of the school*
Anders: Oh... not bad not bad. If you say Hwa Chong ah, wah, PRO MAN.
Me: Lol... I don't think I know anyone from there!! Hahaha
Anders: He how old?
Me: Same age
Anders: ooh... Maybe I should introduce you to my cousin
Me: HEH?????? NO THANKS.
Anders: Very good-looking one.
Me: Outside nice, doesn't mean the inside also nice.
Anders: he.... outside nice, inside also nice
Me: No thank you.......... *some silence as we walked* So... how is YOUR love life?
Anders: What?
Me: I said, how is your love life?
Anders: Not looking for one right now... Maybe after NS or something
Me: Oh, why not get one this year?
Anders: You see ah, if I get one this year, then let's say everything is good... Then when I go NS, Monday to Friday at camp. Then if got punishment, weekend cannot go home. How????
Me: But then... last time my bro had a gf until after NS... they were okay
Anders: Wah, then your bro... Responsible. *claps hands a few times*
Me: Haha... but it didn't turn out well... They broke off... *relates horrible story*
Anders: wakao...
Me: yeap... *some more silence...* So you ever had a gf before?
Anders: You guess how many girlfriends I have alrdy
Me: NONE!!! *grinning*
Anders: ya lohhh... :( *hunches and puts on a disappointed look*
Me: LOL
Anders: Your face ah, also cannot make it.... JOKING JOKING JOKING...
Me: walaooooo
Anders: Haha... actually, I also cannot talk so much. My face also cannot make it one. HAAHAHAHA
Me: LOL Aiyah, you look cute lah... as in, the pinch-face kind of cute
Anders: Actually, my love life... 2 girls like me before. But I don't like them back. Then the one I like, dun like me back. Very complicated one lah...
Me: Hahaha... Love triangle sort of thing...



So that was what happened last Wednesday. And no, I do not have a thing for him. He's creeping me out now. Lol... Weird split personality guy. And I know his type... the kind that tries to get a girl but doesn't... and yet he's surrounded by girls during lunch... SIGH. Those types *shrugs*

Damn... I should be doing my chinese essay and my Creative Presentation >< Argh

2nd Week

2nd week is over!! Omg... this is so friggin fast. It felt like it was only yesterday when I said,"FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL IS OVEEEEERRRR!!!"

So... I've started on my Creative Presentation. Eng lesson was damn fun today. Lol... We tried to make some suspenseful scene, added with the choc chip cookies... hehe yummmmm... Oh, and Ishan with the foot kicking. That boy ah... weirdo. lol...

*I am busy scribbling stuff on paper... Ishan and Whestley talking to each other... suddenly Ishan signals to me*
Ish: You agree with me right?
Me: huh?
Ish: You agree with me right? Just say you agree with me
Me: Agree with what???
Ish: *points to the prose in front of him* Me: *assumes that he's talking about our idea about the paragraphing of the prose* uhh.. yea...
Ish: HA!!! *to Whestley* SHE AGREES WITH ME!! SHE AGREES.... that I'm God. HAHAHAHAHA
Me and Whest: =.= okaaaaay...

Lol... see what I mean? Hahahaha... So anyhoo... It's Teacher's Day on Tues. And I don't get a holiday. SIGH. Oh well. Gonna give some STC teachers a personal letter :) Can't wait for the photo-taking! :D My last chance to be in the Yearbook. Lol...

Oh yea, I went to Ion just now. And I started hearing Singlish like... EVERYWHERE. Ahh. for the first time, I'm glad to hear it. Omg... I'm admitting that I have been brainwashed into believing that Singapore is my home. Oh. No. Well, I guess it's true. Being in an International school where everyone speaks perfect english, it's kinda weird. Feels as if I'm not in Singapore or something... Urgh... Thinking about this, the more I will try not to lose my Singaporean friends where I can crap Singlish with. lol... No wonder Anders was so happy to speak Singlish with me

Anders: You know, Singlish has become a language. Language you know.
Me: Haha, then start up a class in school lah! Teach them Singlish
Anders: =.= who want to leeeeaaaarn...
Me: Well, those people who want to fit in... blend in... you know... lol

Yeah... Singapore IS a nice place to be in... Whether you like it or not.

Alone

I feel kinda emo today... :( Coz firstly, my bro went back to Indo, and my sis went back to Boston. NOOOOOO!!! I'll totally miss my bro's gaming noise in the living room, and his evil jokes. And I'll miss my sister's whining and her mess in the room. :'(

the house is so friggin quiet now. It's depressing. And I jialat ah... I left my hp at home when I went to sch. Like, WTH. I couldn't send a bye bye message to Jessica or to my sis or to my bro. BOOHOO. THIS IS SO SAD @_@ *pout*

...




Sigh... on a lighter note, I signed up for an audition next Wednesday for a play in school. They gave us monologues from Six Feet Under... which will be the title of the play. For female parts, there are only 2 monologues. Tell me which one is better okay?

Monologue 1: Not at first. I didn't want to say anything about it. I was trying to incriminate Jake, somehow. It doesn't really make sense, does it? I don't know what I was trying to do, really. I guess I just wanted him to admit to it, I didn't want to deal with it myself. I don't care now, honestly. I know I caused Jason's death; it's too convenient that right after I slept with Jake, he ends up dead. He knew...me and Jake pushed him over the edge and I just... He's following me, detective. I can't get him out of my head!

Monologue 2: I love you too. Obviously. Why else do you make me so angry? Jake, if you knew how much I wanted to forgive you...I keep trying to go over everything in my head. What did I do wrong? Did I drive you to do what you did? I keep trying to justify everything and it's not fair! You made the mistake, Jake, you did! Why do I need to bear the burden? Why did you do it? I want to know why!

Adaptation

Like a normal human being, I have to learn to adapt in the new environment... aka UWC. Haha. So... I was panicking about my Perfume novel the past week. Coz for eng class, I need to do a creative presentation on my summer reading... And I chose Perfume coz it suits the most. Yeah... now the only problem is, what is CREATIVE??? The teacher, Miss Levy, mentioned that some students would just break into song...

Ishan read about some Afghanistan thingy so he's gonna sing,"There's a bomb over here. There's a bomb over there. Here bomb there bomb. Everywhere bomb bomb." LOL.

Quirky person. Haha. So then, Yan Xuan called me today... she told me that she had borrowed Perfume from me. I'm such a loser! I'd totally suck if people borrow money from me, coz I'd forget. Lol. And I told her that Justine had wanted me to go for the phototaking this Saturday for the graduation pics. I WANNA GO!!! But I'm just scared I'll be damn extra you know? And the only thing I know is to like, wear full white or sth. I already have a white dress (from my mum)... DUNNO WHAT WHITE SHOES. OMG.

So ANYHOO... I told Yan Xuan to ask Mrs Lok for me... And on fb, Demello and Cherlene jsut offered to remind Yan Xuan. HAHAHAHA. So I hope I can go :P WHEEEE!!! XD But if I go, I might have to change my chinese tuition to the evening. She is soooo gonna kill me again. Hahahaha.

Oh, and good news, I can submit my NYAA booklets in UWC! :D Awesome!! Haha. So I just gotta get them back from STC, and it'll be fine :) Hmm... I wonder when I can go back to get my stuff. Coz school has started, and I DO wanna see what the graduation certificates have on them. MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAA.

1st Week

So blogger seems kinda screwed this week. lol

On a lighter side of things, the first week of me being in UWC is over :) I'm glad to say I survived it well. Haha

I just got my math textbook today. Seems like about 70% of the syllabus has been studied when I was in STC :P huahahaha... Anders were practically swearing when he was looking at the first 3 pages. LOL. Oh btw, he's this Singaporean guy whom I can speak Singlish to. Haha XD Oh, and he has a hidden personality which is seriously not obvious. But when you know it, you'll think he's strange. Lol.

So then in Chinese class, there's this other Singaporean guy... I can't spell his name. Anendo?? No idea =.= HE CAN SPEAK THE STITCH VOICE TOO! So the girl next to him was like,"don't tell me you're gonna use the stitch voice again?" And then he said,"meega nala queesta" with the voice. And I said,"you're speakin my language" in the voice. It was damn funny when he pointed at me and said,"COUSIN!!" HAHAHA

Oh, then there's this Philipino guy next to me. Whose mandarin isn't really the best... Haha. *ehem ehem* pretty good to look at. HAHAHA. Then behind me, there's this guy from GUANGZHOU, CHINA. Like, HELLO. His voice is damn low (SEXY YEA), and his mandarin is damn good. Hand writing looks like YX's too. Lol. The chinese kind of calligraphy XD

Umm... Oh yea, there's this girl from Ukraine in my English A1 class... who is really really CRAAAAAZY about literature. Umm... Oh yea, theatre arts class was FUN!! Oh yea, there are dutch people in the class. Haha. One called Ludwig. WOO!! Oh, so then we had some improvisation and games. Really fun! :P Mrs Arrol is nice ^^

OH YA. OMG. My math teacher is STEPHEN LUMB. HUAHAHAHAHA. He's like this really bamboo-thin teacher who has a small everything and big eyes. And he's really tall too. Seems like a nice teacher. We're doin some geometric series thingy... urgh... coming up with the formula for the total sum was almost like torture to me. But I guess I'm getting the hang of it.

And not to mention, as I sit here blabbering about my day in UWC, I hope those who got their Chinese O Level results and didn't get as high as they hoped, just RELAX. You have your other subjects that can save you. Just cram for them now and heck about mandarin!! Good luck though for all of you who still have Prelims next week!

1st Day

So... today was the first day of school... in UWC... Lol

I came with the school bus. Wooooo... So many students @_@ I was staring at a sea of BLUE AND GREY. K so anyhoo... After the admin stuff, and after a compulsory intro class to TOK, Classes officially started. But guess what, I started with a FREE PERIOD!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. Apparently, I have 5 in a week. Lol. SUCKERS!! XD So far, I've only had my Standard Bio, and my Higher Mandarin B.

My bio teacher is spanish :D heehee XD Accidentally pronounced Phuc's name as f***. LOL.

So then, it was lunch. urgh, the queue was so long :(

Chinese class was funny. Hahaha. So a lot of them knew each other... so it was pretty CRAZY. There were a few westerneres, and number of koreans, and... this singaporean, then the Filipino boy next to me (*whistles*), and the "GuangZhou-boy" behind me. Hahahaha... It was fun :P And I think my results will improve coz I think for the 1st time, I'm actually lookin forward to my chinese class. WOOO!!

Well, school starting again tmrw :S GAH... I wonder how to nab a locker o.o

Pop Princess... NOT YET.

Orientation Day 1

Okay... so first day at UWC. Hehe... Orientation was TIRING. OMG. I've got no energy left to make new friends ><

I was like, some friggin noob loner there. Lol. Yeah... sad. At least I could talk to someone... this really thin Indian girl called Anjulika. She has the prettiest eyes and and eyebrows I've ever seen. Omg. BEAUTIFUL.

Oh, there's this guy called Indigo? Grade 12... Higher Theatre Arts student... I could tell from the way he presented his speech, with his actions and all. Lol. Funny guy. Umm... Then we had the campus tour. Ooh, it was fun, in a sense.

Our Grade 11 buddy was this Indian guy called Arjen, he lives somewhere in East Coast. I was the only girl in our group of 5. There was this singaporean guy who has lived in Paris (prolly most of his life), Moses. And... this Vietnamese guy who has horrible english and is currently the closest buddy I have there, Phuc!! Then there's this guy from Cameron Islands. HIS EYELASHES DAMN NICE AND CURVY. OMG AHHHHH...

Okay. Lol. Then lunch. Burger!! Haha. Umm, so Arjen told me that I have not totally seen the TRUE UWC yet. Coz today was just all the new students. And he said actually, there are a lot of people like me... you know... those that can't really fit in anywhere. Hahahaha

Oh yea, I saw a group of boys... totally spelled "high-school JOCKS" to me. Hahahaha... Loud, crazy, and VERY confident. Man... So I guess I'm like my bro... the kind of people who don't really fit anywhere... tolerated though, but strange, weird... and we stand out of nowhere. Hahaha. That's me!! SIGH. Tmrw, gonna meet MORE people from the actual UWC. *gulp*... And I'll meet my tutor group. AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Dear X,

I've been thinking a lot these days... I was wondering...

(I just copied that from your email last time. So I think you know what's coming.)

Oh what a harmless introduction that may seem. But seriously. I think the only reason LEFT, why I just can't ever get your out of my mind, is coz you've never given me an actual reason. Like, seriously.

You wanted to stay as friends for now... at that point of time. Well, coz you had your Os coming... Okay... that I can understand. And you wanted to stay as best friends... Okay. So... WHAT HAPPENED? Clearly, we're not best friends now. Off your track of words eh?

I know you're holding back something. Your O levels wasn't the only reason right? There was a bigger one at hand... your parents isn't it?
You know how I noticed? Coz right now, the few times, I've passed her, I'd smile. And she would IGNORE ME, like I wasn't there. So, how do you explain that? She's blind? I mean no offence but seriously, I can see she hates me. But why couldn't you just tell me then, at that time not so long ago, that THAT was another one of the reasons you wanted to hold it off?

Honestly, I've moved on, but that is the only thing holding me back. Because you didn't tell me the full honest reason WHY.

Maybe if you just did... It'll help a lot. Really. Urgh... This is why I value HONESTY. And, I'm a very frank person. I hate you, I'll tell you I do, or I'll tell you metaphorically. Or something. wtc am I talking about??? Omg... I'm goin crazy with all this NEVER-ENDING HOLIDAY. GGGAAAHHH.

You probably stopped reading my blog anyway... with JC stuff filling up your life and your time. oh well... just another post of babbling...


I'm gonna go for lunch...






"I've been thinking a lot these days...I was wondering...can we just stay as friends for now...my O levels are coming near and you know...I need to start concentrating and stop what am I doing now...it's not that I don't like you...but it's just that this is my important year...I can't afford to play around you see...I hope you can understand what I really mean...and.....I hope we still can stay as good friends....best friends"

Here and There

Alright... so it doesn't hurt to swallow anymore... But I've got flu >< And a slight cough! URGH. Sickening to be sick :(


Alright, so I've had no tuition yesterday and today. And no piano today. And also, not intending to go to BC tonight.

Yesterday, I went to do the fish spa thingy with my sis. Ya know, where you put your feet into this fish tank and the fish just come sucking on your dead skin and stuff or whatever. Omg. It was FRIGGIN TICKLISH. I couldn't stop laughing. Especially when some went around my toes. OOOOOOOOOMG. Oh, and when they tickle the leg hairs. HUAHAHAHAHAHAA... Oddly, my sis had a lot of fish crowding around her feet o.o And you can feel the friggin tiny teeth... omg... TICKLISH. they feel like micro razors or sth

Mine
Tried a front view
My sister's


Did I mention? They look like FRIGGIN LEECHES.

Stalked

Okay. So... I'm sick. I think the whole of remaja almost knows that now. So anyway, was Mc today. Omg... nearly screwed it up. I said,"Ko Andi, Ko... Ci Floren" And then I gasped, there was this short moment of silence before everyone burst out laughing. Omg... Face red sia...

So well... Once again. the illusion of the mic. Being in drama, I've been too used to speaking without a mic. Having a mic shoved up my face isn't the most comfortable thing ya know. So anyway, with the mic, I started slurring my words, and got softer... Once again, not used to hearing myself SO LOUD from the speakers. So yeah... I shall do better.

So I DID go for the barbecue. Only ate one part of the corn, then... some sausages... and jsut 1 cup of iced lemon tea which wasn't cold anymore.

Oh right. The main point. RAHMAT WAS PRACTICALLY STALKING ME. And I feel TOTALLY VIOLATED. Bloody autistic kid. Sigh... He was tryin to use his hp to take my pic. And he'd try to take it secretly. that's the worst. Then Jeff go K-PO and took the phone, and snapped a pic of me with it =.= URGH. And guess what, he purposely opened he pic and kissed it. EEEEEWWWWWWWWWW. OMg. SICKENING AH.

Oswald was tryin to get me to calm down. Sigh. Which I did when Jack and I started singing with Steven, Ko Andi, Inez, and Clara. and Ko Sandy as the guitarist. Haha.

Oh yea! I played I'm Yours on the guitar. But I forgot what was the E chord. And he tried to tell me sth like,"in the A chord, it will always lead to E. This is the A string. And it goes my semi tone. So how...." I was like,"just give me the chord". He sighed loudly and marked his fingers. Lol. Damn funny XD

So anyway, hung around with the guys for the last 20 mins or so. They were going crazy at the playground. It was hilarious. Hahaha. Oh, then they ended up playing Monkey in the Circle. But I had to leave halfway, coz I didn't have a proper dinner there. Gotta get home and shower.. So yeah..

Oh well. Tmrw, might or might not go to Steph and Sharley's confirmation at 10.30am. Gah. I just hope I'm well enough :(

Pain

This is really sickening. I woke up with a pain in my throat... and I could not effing swallow my saliva. IT HURTS. Omg... PAIN PAIN PAIN. It was torture just to swallow ANYTHING. Water, egg, porridge... They're soft stuff, and it friggin hurts. ARGH.

I guess I got the virus from my parents =.= Coz my mum got it from my dad. Sigh... And I'm MC for rmj today. And I don't dare to talk loudly... in fear that it'll make the pain worse. Gargh. I wish I can just have a fever with it... So I don't have to show up at all. >< And, most probably, this means I can't go for the barbeque tonight :( But it's their farewell!! boohoohoo...