HALLOWEEN 2008

WOOO HAd lots of fun just now! People who came: Ash, Justine, Jody, SL, Sharley :D

Went trick-or-treating at around 7.35pm ^^ GOT SO MANY SWEETS AND CHOCOLATES. But unfortunately, I don't have much of a sweet tooth. So I gave most of my chocolates to Just, Ash and SL. Them I only ate half of some of the sweets. Pity there's no tictac this year. Hahaha. I got a spider ring though ^^

Some of the neighbours were PRETTY creative!! There was this bucket of clay ramen. And we had to dig around in the slime to pull out our chocolate treats. Hahaha. I did the digging btw. Coz Jody just touched it and squealed. Just overturned the top of the "ramen" and was like,"eeeeewwww". Haha

Sharley and I

Ash in the process of wearing her "wings". Haha

This was our little neighbour!! SO BLOODY CUTE!! XD OMG. AND IN HIS PYJAMAS!!! XDXDXDXDXD

THESE ARE REAL REAL REAL PUMPKINS!!!

The pot of "ramen" with Jody sticking her hand into it o.o

Cam-whoring in the air-conditioned toilet in the lobby of Block 91. Wahahaha

Just and SL

SL and Ash (HOT BABES. ESPECIALLY THE ONE ON THE LEFT 0.0 WAHAHAHAHA)

Me and Jody

"Family Portrait"

Full-sized

My STASH!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ALL MINEEEEEEEEEE!!!

And me feasting on my HOT DOG YUPI!!! lol. MWahahahaha. Say goodbye to the world hot dog! HAhaha

Well, that's all I've got for today. And this month. Haha. It's the 1st of November tmrw. Here comes a new month... Gonna go to China from the 20th - 29th :D Haha. Then CCA and other stuff in front and after. See ya!

Updates!!

Guys, I'll be wearing this for halloween, plus a black cape that I'm gonna buy tonight. So yeah. MAKE SURE YOU GUYS COME DRESSED UP TOO. I got this costume when I was like... 10? Yeah. Can't believe I CAN WEAR IT NOW. I just added the extra skirt underneath the dress and the socks :D

This was on the letter that Sarah gave me on the last day of school. Sigh. She's migrated to Dubai yesterday >< GONNA MISS HER SOB SOB SOB

Did some crazy things with my calculator. Hahaha

Been having work attachment at Joseph Tan Jude Benny since Tuesday. Wing Yi, Justine and I are gonna work there till next Friday :D And in total, we will earn $45! hahaha. Anyhow, our mentor is this thin small-headed guy called John Sze. Lol. And jsut now, the 3 of us were reading the Criminal Law Records of Singapore from 1992 till 2001. Hmm, not so much I guess. Very few rape cases and molest cases. Although some sounded preetty hilarious. Hahaha

Maybe we mgiht get a chance to go to court next week :D Who knows? lol. Can't wait for halloween this Friday!! XD

HALLOWEEN

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TRICK OR TREATING FINALLY IN MY RESIDENCE!! AFTER 3 YEARS I PROPOSED THE IDEA! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHA

I don't think I can sleep tonight XD Alright.

Location: Grange Residences (opposite Tanglin Mall/Traders Hotel)
Time: 6pm
EVENT: HALLOWEEN TRICK-OR-TREATING!!!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE. LIKE. OMG. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA GETTING SO BLOODY HIGH RIGH TNOW!!! IF YOU WANNA COME TOO, LET ME KNOW!!

I ALREADY HAVE A COSTUME IN MIND. BUT IT'S NOT REALLY A COSTUME. MORE LIKE A MIX :D AND IF YOU KNOW WHAT MY FAVOURITE SUPERNATURAL CREATURE IS, YOU'D KNOW WHAT PART OF MY COSTUME IS :D WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Laalaalaa

Alright. 1st day of holidays. Not that free =.=

Went to Science centre with my class coz we had to do some experiment regarding injecting a jellyfish's glowing gene into a bacteria. We did that. Haha. Pretty cool though :P

Afterwards, some of them wanted to go explore the centre... but my taxi was already waiting so I just left. :) Since I JUST came in September with my parents. Hahaha.

There were LOADS of primary school kids too. Which was REALLY annoying. Tanjong KAtong Pri, Toa Payoh Pri, and some other one. SO BLOODY NOISY. PLUS, they were taking up A LOT of space. They sat in the WHOLE lobby, and you had to squeeze between butts to make your way around =.= Gosh.

CAme home... used comp and played some audi for a while... Then went to do some a.math from an a.math 2004 textbk from my tutor. Then had tuition at 4.45pm. Then practiced piano, and watched tv while eating dinner at the same time. And I've been using the comp again since 9.30pm. Hahaha... Now my bro walking around shirtless =.= Gosh... Talking about making movies and stuff etc... Hahaha

I think I can imitate him. :P We have almost the same bone structure. And I happen to walk like him sometimes o.o Hmm... I jsut noticed the muscles on his arms. Okay... I didn't know you could get muscles from playing playstation and computer games @.@

Alright... I dunno what to do. Gonna start the work attachment next Tuesday with Justine and Wing Yi. We're gonna work at a LAW FIRM!!! WOOOOOOO SO COOL XD

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. OH YA. I saw the 1982 Broadway Musical of Sweeney Todd jsut now!!! Okay. So I guess now I know where the movie got their songs from. GLAD that the movie got rid of all the REALLY REALLY useless and annoying songs. GAWD. I wished they would shut up. Oh ya, they changed the ending.

I'm thinking of taking up photography. Maybe when my current Canon Ixus 850 IS spoils... Heehee... or maybe when my sis decides on getting a new camera... then maybe she can gimme her D80! WOOO!! lol

Results/Last Day

So... I got my report book back... which was atrocious. But since all the results were added here and there, I only failed A.Math... with a 49... RIIIIIIIIIIIGHT.

My class position you ask? 39/40.. 2nd last in class =.=

Level position you ask again? 93/130 (I think)... THAT'S FREAKIN LOW. Dunno how to show my face man.

L1R5... here comes the truth... dammit. 23 points. URGH. And it was 20 in CA2. HOW AM I GONNA ENTER UWC LIKE THIS!!!!!!!

Sigh... just now, Marie came over to my house for lunch before we made our way to Queensway to check on the design of the ELDDS hoodie. Apparently, the person who went to order the hoodie had the mistake on the paper all along! So I guess it wasn't the shop guy's fault. SORRY. And the guy said he can't change it. He only can make an iron-on to cover the design... awww great. There's gonna be some rough thing poking out of the jacket now =.=

Coz you do, you do, you do, you do, you do, you do

This is a parody of Abba's Say I Do, I Do, I Do, I Do, I Do, I Do by me :D And I dedicate it to my dear friend in Chinese class XD MWAHAHAHAHAHA

You can't conceal it
Don't you see?
Can't you feel it?
COZ YOU DO. YOU DO, YOU DO, YOU DO, YOU DO, YOU DO
__ ___, just try it
You love him, DON'T deny it
COZ YOU DO. YOU DO, YOU DO, YOU DO, YOU DO, YOU DO
Oh, you've been dreaming through your lonely past
Now you've just made it
You've found him at last
So come on
Now just try it
You love him
Can't deny it
Cause it's true
YOU DO, YOU DO, YOU DO, YOU DO, YOU DO

This is a clip of the song from the latest MAmma Mia movie :P THANK YOU YOUTUBE! Haha

EGG SONG!! XD

Eggs, get your eggs here! Fresh and white eggs are here!!!
Wiggle jiggle, yellow middle, that's the best of what you are.
I love you egg!
White and tender, surround the center, cozy sitting in a crackling shell.
I love you!
Vitamins and minerals in you. Oodles of the protiens too!
Oodle doodle!
Popular and perfect and so complete in every way!
I love you egg egg!
Come into my tummy, oh so very yummy.
Crack, crack, crack! Chip a chip away your shell and come to me!
Get your eggs!
I love you! Fresh Egg!
I love you! White eggs!
Really really love you so! Eggs fresh fresh eggs.
Eggs I really love you like the sky above! Eggs are the best!
I love you! Fresh egg!
I love you! White eggs!
Really really love you so! Eggs fresh fresh eggs!
365 days I really love you so! I really love you so!
mmm! Yummy!

Egg Song!

Some of you may have heard of the really really cute egg song. Haha. Decided to put the link up on my blog :) So here, go take a look ^^
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/eggsong

Reach Out

Natalie Karl and Stephanie Sim

Fay Yeo on the piano and with her harmony singing :D

YX and me :D The 2 MCs for thursday night!

The guitar girls on the stage :D

REACH OUT

Music Ministry girls

Somehow, there was this plastic gun backstage. Lol. Played around with it. Haha


The Angklung girls playing Top Of The World

YX MCing :)


Fay (piano + harmony voice), Natalie Karl and Stephanie Sim singing When You Say Nothing At All

Choir and their banana dresses... OOPS. Did I just say that out loud?? @_@

Miss Jenny Leong with her $5,000 dress from PARIS @_@ She was singing I'll Never Find Another You

Miss Phee conducting the guitar girls :D

Miss Phee singing Mariah Carey's Hero. With Clarissa Yeo on the guitar :)

Wedding!

WOOO! Went to Ci Sanny's wedding this morning! XD

And guess what, I CAUGHT THE BOUQUET!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! Haha. And friends began to ask me when I would "send out the invitations". LOL. I heard from some people who said that if you catch the bouquet, the next wedding you go to would be yours. Some say that you need to count the number of flowers in the bouquet and that would be how old you'll be when you get married. Well, there are 21 roses in the bouquet. Hahaha...

6 more years? :P

Then Remaja people sang for Sanny and Brandon :D He's Singaporean btw. So tall o.o Quite good looking lah, but he kinda looks like Ci Sanny too! Which is like, weird, but cool. They're both thin, tall, lengthy... Haha. SO COOL XD And Ci Sanny looks so pretty!! Hmm, I didn't bring my camera though. But if I DO get any pics, I'll put em up :D

This is the bouquet :D

This is my bro. He was using my laptop yesterday. And he was asking me to watch this comic movie on http://deadspace.ea.com/Default.aspx

I also took a video of me sucking in helium gas. I"ll try putting it up on youtube. lol. I look so retarded. Hahaha. Coz I just washed my face, and my fringe was plastered onto once side of my head XP

International Day of The Eradication of Poverty

Well, my school decided to ATTEMPT to fold 75000 hearts using magazine papers. BUT, not enough. So we had to tear up undone worksheets and notes.

So today, we had to divide ourselves into maybe groups of 5-10. Each group was given a stack of 500 papers to fold. WAH SEH. FUN!! Hahaha

First 15 minutes, no music. Afterwards, MUSIC! :D Haha... all the weird things come out of the speakers. lol.

Quite fast. Well, we eventually reduced the number to 50000. Haha. Mrs Kuldip was helping us cut out the tape. And she'd stick the pieces onto my knee, and I'd have to pluck them out and tape the hearts. Then well, we did that till the skin on my knee turned red. Lol. Then we used SL's shoe bag for the tape. But soon afterwards, we ran out of tape. About 5 minutes later, Cherlene gave us her tape. Then halfway through it, Mrs Kuldip came back! Then we used the tape some more. She also brought masking tape, which was also finished. Haha.

At about 11.30am, all the Sec 3s had to leave. So it was only left with Sec 1s and 2s to fold the hearts. We had about 41000 + hearts by then. So express girls had to go for their chinese lesson -_- Then normal girls had other stuff to do.

For assembly at 1.15pm, we watched the SAF combo band... AGAIN. Dang. Sigh. But nvm. It was afterwards that my teacher told us how many hearts we folded, and Miss Quek put up the numbers on the board. Haha ^^ 57600!!!! :D So we didn't get 75k, but at least we got more than half :D

Okay, these are some of the hearts I folded last night. I folded 20 of em, but these few were my favourites :D

These are the hearts we folded during the 2nd pile. Coz the first pile of about 50 hearts were already taken away for be piled up and counted :)

Mrs Kuldip (Bio teacher) and the tape section :D Haha. That's SL's shoe bag in front of her :P

A pic of the hall... Sec 3 and 2 girls. Haha.

That's YX hand. Haha. Mrs Kuldip left, so YX took over the cutting of the masking tape :)

YX was cutting the tape too slowly. So I ended up doing it. I did it too fast. Hahaha. So at one point, I had not space to paste the masking tape on before YX took another piece to past on the heart :P

This is the final score!! :D

This is the logo of my ELDDS hoodie :D So cool!! Haha

Okay, this was the bloody huge mistake on the back of the hoodie. Which is like, wth =.=

This is the hoodie... Haha. Too big for me. Sigh...

Just like Literature

How coincidentally things fall into place. What a bad time for it to all happen at the same time.

Literature exam, I mentioned a part where the rain represented tears of joy, sadness, and relief. On the day of the Bio paper, I broke a mirror. It fell out of my wallet when I as waving it around and a piece of it chipped off.

For the first time in my life, I am actually cursed. For the first time in my life, I am feeling so low about myself. For the first time in my life, I have never failed this badly. And for the first time in my life, I have never been this desperate for consolation. I don't care who consoles me. Even my worst enemy. I don't care if Clarence suddenly just pops out of nowhere and tells me not to cry. I don't care of suddenly Mrs Gomez actually tells me it's alright. I don't care if I have to dry myself off my tears before someone consoles me.

I plucked up the courage I had left to tell my tuition teacher about my results. She told me to call her. Once she answered, I just sobbing vigorously. Maybe some of you creeps are sniggering at what a useless person I am, well, to hell with you. People are here suffering and crying their mind out and you can be there laughing. Curse you.

Yes, I know it's my fault. I admit. I ADMIT EVERYTHING. I do not pay attention for Chem. I do not study for chem. I do not like chem except for the experiments. I was doing last minute cramming. I was drawing instead of studying. I stared at the same page of the textbook for half an hour. URGH I JUST HAD IT COMING ALRIGHT. So I'm practically just crying for myself. Crying for my parents. Crying for my tuition teacher. I know how they feel. To lose hope. To give up. COZ I'M FEELING IT RIGHT NOW.

Atticus says to walk in the other person's shoes. YEAH I'M WALKING. Hence, I have not dared to tell my mum my results so far even though I saw her just now. I fear what she would do to me. I fear she would take everything away from me. I fear she would take her trust from me. The trust that I have earned and promised to keep. OMg I'm sobbing again. Been sobbing for the past 56 minutes.

Halfway through the really saddining conversation with my tuition teacher my dad called. I broke down to him in a flash. I told him I failed. I told him I got a 30 over 100. I was sobbing I had to sit on the floor. My dad told me a few things. One was that this was a good lesson for me. I should not repeat this again. And that I should not dwell in the past. That's my problem. I dwell in the past too much. Too afraid to let go.

Maybe that's why I still hold grudges against certain people even though they don't know it. I still hold grudges even though it was something that happened when I was 9. I still remember. I don't want to, but I have to. You get what I mean?

I don't know who is reading this post. I don't know what you think of me now. Probably you've always thought of me as the girl who dares to catch a cockroach with her hands and step on it. The girl who always dares to do anything she likes. The girl who is always strong and does get demoralized by anything. The girl who is good at boy advice. The girl who is morbid and sadistic. The girl who is mean and has no feelings.

Well, hate to break it to you. But I am that girl. And I am not. Like I've said to certain people before, you don't know me. You only know what I show you. You only know what I let you see. Well, in this post, I reveal. I reveal more. Isn't that what blogs are for? You reveal yourself. You talk about yourself so that other people know more about you.

Well. My exams are like crap. Okay. I know I might not get into UWC this time. I know I might just probably retain. Who knows whether I'd just jump out the window right this minute.

I had to tell Steven I can't be MC for youth group this weekend. I need a few days to cool off. He gave me a Bible verse. What a nice person. The book of Jeremiah 26:11. IF you have a Bible, go read it. If you don't, find it in the internet.

I guess I've stopped crying. My abdomen area hurts though... from the vigorous sobbing. Pain... It's been an hour since I started crying. Fantastic. Now where were the usual people who would console me? LOST. GONE. Apparently, it's my most unexpected person to console me.

He was my worst enemy 2 years ago. Hated him to the core. Gotten pretty alright the past few months :) Glad to have him around... Thank God he was born. Don't get me wrong here, I don't have a crush on him =.= There's a diff between friends, and crushes.

Raw-Scores

Sigh... I've got a few raw scores today. Bio isn't accurate coz apparently, Mrs Kuldip found out that there was a mistake in the marking of some question that had to do with blood and the proper recipients.

Chem F9
Chinese C5
English B4

My chem was a 30. Like, OMG. I expected to fail, but not that badly. I'm the LOWEST in class. Alright. And I'm so freaking depressed. Like, dang... I don't know how to break it down to my parents.

Tomorrow, results of my maths, and my humanities would be out. Wish me luck.

Dang

School has begun AGAIN. So much for 1 day of break. Sigh. Anyhow, I got my chinese out. Haha... 48.9% just for the papers. I don't know my Oral exam marks yet, so maybe that would pull my marks up by a teensy bit.

Other results would be released over the next 2 days. OKAY

YX and I gonna be MCs for the "Reach Out" concert by my school =.= Okay.... 3rd time I'm gonna be MC this year. SIGH. The concert is on Thursday. Meaning I'll be wearing my usual church clothings from 3pm till around 9.30pm. OMG.

I'm trying to do my debate script on This House Will Not Ban Torture. Alamak. I don't have many points :( URGH. CAN DIE AH. But I GOTTA SQUEEZE THE JUICES OUT OF MY BRAIN AND GET 3. I have 2. And I've got half of one. I just need to find a point around it. To prove that torture is merely the result, not the actual source of it.

On Friday, my school is gonna set a record in S'pore maybe. We're gonna fold 75000 hearts in one day to commemorate the "Eradication of Poverty" day. Yeah. Plus, it's my school's 75th Anniversary, hence the number "75". Each person would have to fold 100 hearts in a matter of about 5 hours @_@

Teen's Day Out

Well, so Sharley and I went out today :D We finished off earlier than we thought. Met at Wheelock at about 1.15pm. Yes, I just stepped through the dorrs and at least 6 people had begun staring at me =.= What, never seen a girl with high socks before? tsk tsk tsk

Anyhow, went to Far East. I resisted buying that jacket. Lucky I didn't. We went to Liang Court after that. Wah seh. spent about an hour in that shop. Atsuki :D Haha. I spent $69 on a black skirt... which looked as if it was worth $20 o.o

NEVERMIND. Anyhow, Sharley made me try on a pair of go-go pants. Looks nice, except it's too big. Haha. There was an M, but it had a skull on it. Don't bother trying lah. sigh. I bought a pair of wrist warmers :) Then we went to Bugis Junction after that. Took some neoprints. We tried to enter the arcade area. Got freaked out by the "darkness" and we ran back out. Hahaha

I went back to wheelock, and my mum picked me up :) Psst... she doesn't know I went so far. She only knows I went to Orchard... *gulp*

The warmers I bought :D

That's the skirt I bought. K? It's like a ballet skirt :)

Hmm... resting feet as we were waiting for the taxi...