NO BEARDS!!!

Olena: I don't mind if they've got piercings, or a tattoo, or whatever. Just, NO BEARDS.
Me: YEA!! Omg. Beards are like... ugh... hairy... gross... UGH
Olena: I don't mind anything else... just NO BEARDS.
Me: I mind if there's a beard... I mind... umm... OH! I mind if he's too skinny.
Constance: *interrupts* SKITTLES!!!!!
(Olena and I stare at her)
Olena: IGNORE CONSTANCE! She always does this. lol
(Contance slides over to us... the floor was wet with rain)
Constance: SKITTLES!!! :D
Olena: (to me) Follow me to my locker!!
(Constance tags along)
Olena: NOT YOU!!!
Constance: But you said to follow you to your locker!
Olena: ANYONE ELSE BUT YOU!!!
Constance: well.. I'm going to MY locker!! :DDDD
(we all start laughing)
Me: So... no beards!! lol
Olena: YEA! they're disgusting!
Constance: huh? Whuuuut??
Me: Oh, we were just talking about us not liking guys with beards.
Constance: oh.
Me: And I mind them if they're TOO thin!
Olena: Why?
Me: Coz there's nothing to hug!!!! *sweeps hands in front of myself*
Olena: LOL!!!! (laughs so hard she could not open her locker, and she had to lean on it instead)
Me: Coz it'll all just be skin and bones!!! ahahah

"Do you have a love life?"

(Last Wednesday... walking out of school)
Anders: So do you have a love life?
Me: I don't want one right now. Haha
Anders: Got stead before?
Me: Last year
Anders: *shocked* WAH! Like, STEADY AH?
Me: Yea... *waves it off... not wanting to talk about it*
Anders: How many?
Me: *thought he was referring to how long it was... put up 4 fingers*
Anders: WAH! GOT 4 AH! *starts inching away*
Me: Huh? What??? CHEH...... =.= I thought you were referring to months...
Anders: ..... oooooh. So only 1, but then it lasted 4 months lah...
Me: yea...
Anders: Oh... so this year? Have or not?
Me: I can get one this year, but I don't want to
Anders: He good-looking or not?
Me: *hesitates for a moment* Average... At least he's not monstrous right... Not necessarily slim though. BUT THEN, he's damn nice. aaahhh... Damn nice lah.... He's a great person. Like, he was with me throughout the time I was with the guy last year... (blabbers on about the history)... so yea... then now we're like really close...
Anders: Then go ahead lah!
Me: He's got O levels anyway... I don't wanna distract him or anything... *starts remembering what happened last year*
Anders: He what school?
Me: *says the name of the school*
Anders: Oh... not bad not bad. If you say Hwa Chong ah, wah, PRO MAN.
Me: Lol... I don't think I know anyone from there!! Hahaha
Anders: He how old?
Me: Same age
Anders: ooh... Maybe I should introduce you to my cousin
Me: HEH?????? NO THANKS.
Anders: Very good-looking one.
Me: Outside nice, doesn't mean the inside also nice.
Anders: he.... outside nice, inside also nice
Me: No thank you.......... *some silence as we walked* So... how is YOUR love life?
Anders: What?
Me: I said, how is your love life?
Anders: Not looking for one right now... Maybe after NS or something
Me: Oh, why not get one this year?
Anders: You see ah, if I get one this year, then let's say everything is good... Then when I go NS, Monday to Friday at camp. Then if got punishment, weekend cannot go home. How????
Me: But then... last time my bro had a gf until after NS... they were okay
Anders: Wah, then your bro... Responsible. *claps hands a few times*
Me: Haha... but it didn't turn out well... They broke off... *relates horrible story*
Anders: wakao...
Me: yeap... *some more silence...* So you ever had a gf before?
Anders: You guess how many girlfriends I have alrdy
Me: NONE!!! *grinning*
Anders: ya lohhh... :( *hunches and puts on a disappointed look*
Me: LOL
Anders: Your face ah, also cannot make it.... JOKING JOKING JOKING...
Me: walaooooo
Anders: Haha... actually, I also cannot talk so much. My face also cannot make it one. HAAHAHAHA
Me: LOL Aiyah, you look cute lah... as in, the pinch-face kind of cute
Anders: Actually, my love life... 2 girls like me before. But I don't like them back. Then the one I like, dun like me back. Very complicated one lah...
Me: Hahaha... Love triangle sort of thing...



So that was what happened last Wednesday. And no, I do not have a thing for him. He's creeping me out now. Lol... Weird split personality guy. And I know his type... the kind that tries to get a girl but doesn't... and yet he's surrounded by girls during lunch... SIGH. Those types *shrugs*

Damn... I should be doing my chinese essay and my Creative Presentation >< Argh

2nd Week

2nd week is over!! Omg... this is so friggin fast. It felt like it was only yesterday when I said,"FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL IS OVEEEEERRRR!!!"

So... I've started on my Creative Presentation. Eng lesson was damn fun today. Lol... We tried to make some suspenseful scene, added with the choc chip cookies... hehe yummmmm... Oh, and Ishan with the foot kicking. That boy ah... weirdo. lol...

*I am busy scribbling stuff on paper... Ishan and Whestley talking to each other... suddenly Ishan signals to me*
Ish: You agree with me right?
Me: huh?
Ish: You agree with me right? Just say you agree with me
Me: Agree with what???
Ish: *points to the prose in front of him* Me: *assumes that he's talking about our idea about the paragraphing of the prose* uhh.. yea...
Ish: HA!!! *to Whestley* SHE AGREES WITH ME!! SHE AGREES.... that I'm God. HAHAHAHAHA
Me and Whest: =.= okaaaaay...

Lol... see what I mean? Hahahaha... So anyhoo... It's Teacher's Day on Tues. And I don't get a holiday. SIGH. Oh well. Gonna give some STC teachers a personal letter :) Can't wait for the photo-taking! :D My last chance to be in the Yearbook. Lol...

Oh yea, I went to Ion just now. And I started hearing Singlish like... EVERYWHERE. Ahh. for the first time, I'm glad to hear it. Omg... I'm admitting that I have been brainwashed into believing that Singapore is my home. Oh. No. Well, I guess it's true. Being in an International school where everyone speaks perfect english, it's kinda weird. Feels as if I'm not in Singapore or something... Urgh... Thinking about this, the more I will try not to lose my Singaporean friends where I can crap Singlish with. lol... No wonder Anders was so happy to speak Singlish with me

Anders: You know, Singlish has become a language. Language you know.
Me: Haha, then start up a class in school lah! Teach them Singlish
Anders: =.= who want to leeeeaaaarn...
Me: Well, those people who want to fit in... blend in... you know... lol

Yeah... Singapore IS a nice place to be in... Whether you like it or not.

Alone

I feel kinda emo today... :( Coz firstly, my bro went back to Indo, and my sis went back to Boston. NOOOOOO!!! I'll totally miss my bro's gaming noise in the living room, and his evil jokes. And I'll miss my sister's whining and her mess in the room. :'(

the house is so friggin quiet now. It's depressing. And I jialat ah... I left my hp at home when I went to sch. Like, WTH. I couldn't send a bye bye message to Jessica or to my sis or to my bro. BOOHOO. THIS IS SO SAD @_@ *pout*

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Sigh... on a lighter note, I signed up for an audition next Wednesday for a play in school. They gave us monologues from Six Feet Under... which will be the title of the play. For female parts, there are only 2 monologues. Tell me which one is better okay?

Monologue 1: Not at first. I didn't want to say anything about it. I was trying to incriminate Jake, somehow. It doesn't really make sense, does it? I don't know what I was trying to do, really. I guess I just wanted him to admit to it, I didn't want to deal with it myself. I don't care now, honestly. I know I caused Jason's death; it's too convenient that right after I slept with Jake, he ends up dead. He knew...me and Jake pushed him over the edge and I just... He's following me, detective. I can't get him out of my head!

Monologue 2: I love you too. Obviously. Why else do you make me so angry? Jake, if you knew how much I wanted to forgive you...I keep trying to go over everything in my head. What did I do wrong? Did I drive you to do what you did? I keep trying to justify everything and it's not fair! You made the mistake, Jake, you did! Why do I need to bear the burden? Why did you do it? I want to know why!

Adaptation

Like a normal human being, I have to learn to adapt in the new environment... aka UWC. Haha. So... I was panicking about my Perfume novel the past week. Coz for eng class, I need to do a creative presentation on my summer reading... And I chose Perfume coz it suits the most. Yeah... now the only problem is, what is CREATIVE??? The teacher, Miss Levy, mentioned that some students would just break into song...

Ishan read about some Afghanistan thingy so he's gonna sing,"There's a bomb over here. There's a bomb over there. Here bomb there bomb. Everywhere bomb bomb." LOL.

Quirky person. Haha. So then, Yan Xuan called me today... she told me that she had borrowed Perfume from me. I'm such a loser! I'd totally suck if people borrow money from me, coz I'd forget. Lol. And I told her that Justine had wanted me to go for the phototaking this Saturday for the graduation pics. I WANNA GO!!! But I'm just scared I'll be damn extra you know? And the only thing I know is to like, wear full white or sth. I already have a white dress (from my mum)... DUNNO WHAT WHITE SHOES. OMG.

So ANYHOO... I told Yan Xuan to ask Mrs Lok for me... And on fb, Demello and Cherlene jsut offered to remind Yan Xuan. HAHAHAHA. So I hope I can go :P WHEEEE!!! XD But if I go, I might have to change my chinese tuition to the evening. She is soooo gonna kill me again. Hahahaha.

Oh, and good news, I can submit my NYAA booklets in UWC! :D Awesome!! Haha. So I just gotta get them back from STC, and it'll be fine :) Hmm... I wonder when I can go back to get my stuff. Coz school has started, and I DO wanna see what the graduation certificates have on them. MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAA.

1st Week

So blogger seems kinda screwed this week. lol

On a lighter side of things, the first week of me being in UWC is over :) I'm glad to say I survived it well. Haha

I just got my math textbook today. Seems like about 70% of the syllabus has been studied when I was in STC :P huahahaha... Anders were practically swearing when he was looking at the first 3 pages. LOL. Oh btw, he's this Singaporean guy whom I can speak Singlish to. Haha XD Oh, and he has a hidden personality which is seriously not obvious. But when you know it, you'll think he's strange. Lol.

So then in Chinese class, there's this other Singaporean guy... I can't spell his name. Anendo?? No idea =.= HE CAN SPEAK THE STITCH VOICE TOO! So the girl next to him was like,"don't tell me you're gonna use the stitch voice again?" And then he said,"meega nala queesta" with the voice. And I said,"you're speakin my language" in the voice. It was damn funny when he pointed at me and said,"COUSIN!!" HAHAHA

Oh, then there's this Philipino guy next to me. Whose mandarin isn't really the best... Haha. *ehem ehem* pretty good to look at. HAHAHA. Then behind me, there's this guy from GUANGZHOU, CHINA. Like, HELLO. His voice is damn low (SEXY YEA), and his mandarin is damn good. Hand writing looks like YX's too. Lol. The chinese kind of calligraphy XD

Umm... Oh yea, there's this girl from Ukraine in my English A1 class... who is really really CRAAAAAZY about literature. Umm... Oh yea, theatre arts class was FUN!! Oh yea, there are dutch people in the class. Haha. One called Ludwig. WOO!! Oh, so then we had some improvisation and games. Really fun! :P Mrs Arrol is nice ^^

OH YA. OMG. My math teacher is STEPHEN LUMB. HUAHAHAHAHA. He's like this really bamboo-thin teacher who has a small everything and big eyes. And he's really tall too. Seems like a nice teacher. We're doin some geometric series thingy... urgh... coming up with the formula for the total sum was almost like torture to me. But I guess I'm getting the hang of it.

And not to mention, as I sit here blabbering about my day in UWC, I hope those who got their Chinese O Level results and didn't get as high as they hoped, just RELAX. You have your other subjects that can save you. Just cram for them now and heck about mandarin!! Good luck though for all of you who still have Prelims next week!

1st Day

So... today was the first day of school... in UWC... Lol

I came with the school bus. Wooooo... So many students @_@ I was staring at a sea of BLUE AND GREY. K so anyhoo... After the admin stuff, and after a compulsory intro class to TOK, Classes officially started. But guess what, I started with a FREE PERIOD!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. Apparently, I have 5 in a week. Lol. SUCKERS!! XD So far, I've only had my Standard Bio, and my Higher Mandarin B.

My bio teacher is spanish :D heehee XD Accidentally pronounced Phuc's name as f***. LOL.

So then, it was lunch. urgh, the queue was so long :(

Chinese class was funny. Hahaha. So a lot of them knew each other... so it was pretty CRAZY. There were a few westerneres, and number of koreans, and... this singaporean, then the Filipino boy next to me (*whistles*), and the "GuangZhou-boy" behind me. Hahahaha... It was fun :P And I think my results will improve coz I think for the 1st time, I'm actually lookin forward to my chinese class. WOOO!!

Well, school starting again tmrw :S GAH... I wonder how to nab a locker o.o

Pop Princess... NOT YET.

Orientation Day 1

Okay... so first day at UWC. Hehe... Orientation was TIRING. OMG. I've got no energy left to make new friends ><

I was like, some friggin noob loner there. Lol. Yeah... sad. At least I could talk to someone... this really thin Indian girl called Anjulika. She has the prettiest eyes and and eyebrows I've ever seen. Omg. BEAUTIFUL.

Oh, there's this guy called Indigo? Grade 12... Higher Theatre Arts student... I could tell from the way he presented his speech, with his actions and all. Lol. Funny guy. Umm... Then we had the campus tour. Ooh, it was fun, in a sense.

Our Grade 11 buddy was this Indian guy called Arjen, he lives somewhere in East Coast. I was the only girl in our group of 5. There was this singaporean guy who has lived in Paris (prolly most of his life), Moses. And... this Vietnamese guy who has horrible english and is currently the closest buddy I have there, Phuc!! Then there's this guy from Cameron Islands. HIS EYELASHES DAMN NICE AND CURVY. OMG AHHHHH...

Okay. Lol. Then lunch. Burger!! Haha. Umm, so Arjen told me that I have not totally seen the TRUE UWC yet. Coz today was just all the new students. And he said actually, there are a lot of people like me... you know... those that can't really fit in anywhere. Hahahaha

Oh yea, I saw a group of boys... totally spelled "high-school JOCKS" to me. Hahahaha... Loud, crazy, and VERY confident. Man... So I guess I'm like my bro... the kind of people who don't really fit anywhere... tolerated though, but strange, weird... and we stand out of nowhere. Hahaha. That's me!! SIGH. Tmrw, gonna meet MORE people from the actual UWC. *gulp*... And I'll meet my tutor group. AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Dear X,

I've been thinking a lot these days... I was wondering...

(I just copied that from your email last time. So I think you know what's coming.)

Oh what a harmless introduction that may seem. But seriously. I think the only reason LEFT, why I just can't ever get your out of my mind, is coz you've never given me an actual reason. Like, seriously.

You wanted to stay as friends for now... at that point of time. Well, coz you had your Os coming... Okay... that I can understand. And you wanted to stay as best friends... Okay. So... WHAT HAPPENED? Clearly, we're not best friends now. Off your track of words eh?

I know you're holding back something. Your O levels wasn't the only reason right? There was a bigger one at hand... your parents isn't it?
You know how I noticed? Coz right now, the few times, I've passed her, I'd smile. And she would IGNORE ME, like I wasn't there. So, how do you explain that? She's blind? I mean no offence but seriously, I can see she hates me. But why couldn't you just tell me then, at that time not so long ago, that THAT was another one of the reasons you wanted to hold it off?

Honestly, I've moved on, but that is the only thing holding me back. Because you didn't tell me the full honest reason WHY.

Maybe if you just did... It'll help a lot. Really. Urgh... This is why I value HONESTY. And, I'm a very frank person. I hate you, I'll tell you I do, or I'll tell you metaphorically. Or something. wtc am I talking about??? Omg... I'm goin crazy with all this NEVER-ENDING HOLIDAY. GGGAAAHHH.

You probably stopped reading my blog anyway... with JC stuff filling up your life and your time. oh well... just another post of babbling...


I'm gonna go for lunch...






"I've been thinking a lot these days...I was wondering...can we just stay as friends for now...my O levels are coming near and you know...I need to start concentrating and stop what am I doing now...it's not that I don't like you...but it's just that this is my important year...I can't afford to play around you see...I hope you can understand what I really mean...and.....I hope we still can stay as good friends....best friends"

Here and There

Alright... so it doesn't hurt to swallow anymore... But I've got flu >< And a slight cough! URGH. Sickening to be sick :(


Alright, so I've had no tuition yesterday and today. And no piano today. And also, not intending to go to BC tonight.

Yesterday, I went to do the fish spa thingy with my sis. Ya know, where you put your feet into this fish tank and the fish just come sucking on your dead skin and stuff or whatever. Omg. It was FRIGGIN TICKLISH. I couldn't stop laughing. Especially when some went around my toes. OOOOOOOOOMG. Oh, and when they tickle the leg hairs. HUAHAHAHAHAHAA... Oddly, my sis had a lot of fish crowding around her feet o.o And you can feel the friggin tiny teeth... omg... TICKLISH. they feel like micro razors or sth

Mine
Tried a front view
My sister's


Did I mention? They look like FRIGGIN LEECHES.

Stalked

Okay. So... I'm sick. I think the whole of remaja almost knows that now. So anyway, was Mc today. Omg... nearly screwed it up. I said,"Ko Andi, Ko... Ci Floren" And then I gasped, there was this short moment of silence before everyone burst out laughing. Omg... Face red sia...

So well... Once again. the illusion of the mic. Being in drama, I've been too used to speaking without a mic. Having a mic shoved up my face isn't the most comfortable thing ya know. So anyway, with the mic, I started slurring my words, and got softer... Once again, not used to hearing myself SO LOUD from the speakers. So yeah... I shall do better.

So I DID go for the barbecue. Only ate one part of the corn, then... some sausages... and jsut 1 cup of iced lemon tea which wasn't cold anymore.

Oh right. The main point. RAHMAT WAS PRACTICALLY STALKING ME. And I feel TOTALLY VIOLATED. Bloody autistic kid. Sigh... He was tryin to use his hp to take my pic. And he'd try to take it secretly. that's the worst. Then Jeff go K-PO and took the phone, and snapped a pic of me with it =.= URGH. And guess what, he purposely opened he pic and kissed it. EEEEEWWWWWWWWWW. OMg. SICKENING AH.

Oswald was tryin to get me to calm down. Sigh. Which I did when Jack and I started singing with Steven, Ko Andi, Inez, and Clara. and Ko Sandy as the guitarist. Haha.

Oh yea! I played I'm Yours on the guitar. But I forgot what was the E chord. And he tried to tell me sth like,"in the A chord, it will always lead to E. This is the A string. And it goes my semi tone. So how...." I was like,"just give me the chord". He sighed loudly and marked his fingers. Lol. Damn funny XD

So anyway, hung around with the guys for the last 20 mins or so. They were going crazy at the playground. It was hilarious. Hahaha. Oh, then they ended up playing Monkey in the Circle. But I had to leave halfway, coz I didn't have a proper dinner there. Gotta get home and shower.. So yeah..

Oh well. Tmrw, might or might not go to Steph and Sharley's confirmation at 10.30am. Gah. I just hope I'm well enough :(

Pain

This is really sickening. I woke up with a pain in my throat... and I could not effing swallow my saliva. IT HURTS. Omg... PAIN PAIN PAIN. It was torture just to swallow ANYTHING. Water, egg, porridge... They're soft stuff, and it friggin hurts. ARGH.

I guess I got the virus from my parents =.= Coz my mum got it from my dad. Sigh... And I'm MC for rmj today. And I don't dare to talk loudly... in fear that it'll make the pain worse. Gargh. I wish I can just have a fever with it... So I don't have to show up at all. >< And, most probably, this means I can't go for the barbeque tonight :( But it's their farewell!! boohoohoo...