And once again, the holidays are over, but this time, not for me.
Oh well, goodbye to the night life with you...
GAH. I dunno whether I should give the letter tomorrow. lol. I'll go ahead type the withdrawal ANYWAY.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Liberation?
Today, at youth group, Zuriel brought up 2 interesting topics. Well, I'll just talk about 1 first. So people, be prepared to use your brains.
There's this man who says that Suicide is the highest state of liberation, or in other words, freedom.
Lemme explain
The fact that you're choosing to kill yourself, you are free from any control. No power is controlling you, in Heaven, or on Earth. And even if there is a power controlling you... like... let's say... God. God had intended to put you into the world. And, He wanted you to live in this world etc. So when you choose to kill yourself, you are choosing your own decision, and you are going against Him. And that you are not afraid of death, and you are not tied to, or under the power of the earthly materials.
Many people would not want to commit suicide because they think of what are the many things that they want to do in their lives. So technically, they're "tied-down" to worldly things.
The question is, would you rather be liberated from all that, or be a "slave" your whole life?
Well, my argument was, why choose suicide when it'll only last for like, 5 seconds? Or in some cases, not even that long. If you become a slave your whole life, and you can experience what happens in your life, live it to the fullest and so on. But if you choose suicide, you won't ever know what you could have done in the future. What your life was to be.
There's this man who says that Suicide is the highest state of liberation, or in other words, freedom.
Lemme explain
The fact that you're choosing to kill yourself, you are free from any control. No power is controlling you, in Heaven, or on Earth. And even if there is a power controlling you... like... let's say... God. God had intended to put you into the world. And, He wanted you to live in this world etc. So when you choose to kill yourself, you are choosing your own decision, and you are going against Him. And that you are not afraid of death, and you are not tied to, or under the power of the earthly materials.
Many people would not want to commit suicide because they think of what are the many things that they want to do in their lives. So technically, they're "tied-down" to worldly things.
The question is, would you rather be liberated from all that, or be a "slave" your whole life?
Well, my argument was, why choose suicide when it'll only last for like, 5 seconds? Or in some cases, not even that long. If you become a slave your whole life, and you can experience what happens in your life, live it to the fullest and so on. But if you choose suicide, you won't ever know what you could have done in the future. What your life was to be.
Friday, June 26, 2009
A Moment of Silence
Hats off to Michael Jackson, the King of Pop as he passed on on Thursday. At the age of 50.
He was so close to making a comeback at his career. But I had doubted his skin disorder would last that long. Man, I really loved the song "Thriller". I guess that was his best.
He was so close to making a comeback at his career. But I had doubted his skin disorder would last that long. Man, I really loved the song "Thriller". I guess that was his best.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Buh Bye
Mrs Lok (form-teacher) just called this morning. She told me I cannot go back to school anymore coz I would not have insurance coverage since I am no longer taking O levels. Aww... So I guess I'll take up the full-time English course at the British Council. SIGH. So, I guess no more farewell party in school. Haha
Anyhoo, yesterday was pretty chaotic. If you read Justine's blog already, you don't have to read what comes next in this post.
I met Justine at Plaza Sing near 11 at McD. She bought the tickets first at like, 10.30am. So we were sittin there, tryin to beat each others scores on the TapTap game. heehee. So I ended up eating there too, coz Justine was still eating at 11.30am. Omg. I had actually wanted to eat at Secret Recipe :S Oh well :P then we went up at around 12 to meet Demello. OH, I passed Justine the whole set of Heroes Season 3 and I SWEAR her eyes looked as if they're gonna pop out. BUAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Got popcorn. Blah blah blah. Then we headed the "gate" thingy and the person told us that due to some technical difficulties, we have to go get a refund.
Oh. my. God. Justine's face just turned black. Like, MAJOR SCARY. She passed me her popcorn and stormed off. Demello and I were like,"oooohhhh shit. oooooooh shit. she's gonna shout at the person. omg... scary... she's daaamn pissed... haha" So Justine got her money back and 3 complimentary passes.
Then we tried to book tickets at The Cathay (FAILED coz too full) and Cineliesure. Justine used my iPod Touch to book it by phone. Luckily, she remembered her dad's credit card number. lol. I thought she was gona cry! She looked so worked up. Omg... I didn't even dare to touch her o.o
So we ended up having to catch the 2.30pm show at Cine. The trio of us were just walkin around... aimlessly... Tryin to kill time, before we sat in front of the huge advertising tv screen on those tall white tables and chairs. Oh, Justine shouted "Go Shia!" near the beginning. Heehee. I recorded it. WOOOOO. Oh, and some of Optimus's speech in the beginning. Lol.
And in the cinema, there were a few times when Justine froze halfway in the motion of putting the popcorn in her mouth. HUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Pity, couldn't take a picture of that :P
Justine gettin stressed
And the little short recording from Transformers 2... And you can her Justine :P
Go Shia -
Anyhoo, yesterday was pretty chaotic. If you read Justine's blog already, you don't have to read what comes next in this post.
I met Justine at Plaza Sing near 11 at McD. She bought the tickets first at like, 10.30am. So we were sittin there, tryin to beat each others scores on the TapTap game. heehee. So I ended up eating there too, coz Justine was still eating at 11.30am. Omg. I had actually wanted to eat at Secret Recipe :S Oh well :P then we went up at around 12 to meet Demello. OH, I passed Justine the whole set of Heroes Season 3 and I SWEAR her eyes looked as if they're gonna pop out. BUAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Got popcorn. Blah blah blah. Then we headed the "gate" thingy and the person told us that due to some technical difficulties, we have to go get a refund.
Oh. my. God. Justine's face just turned black. Like, MAJOR SCARY. She passed me her popcorn and stormed off. Demello and I were like,"oooohhhh shit. oooooooh shit. she's gonna shout at the person. omg... scary... she's daaamn pissed... haha" So Justine got her money back and 3 complimentary passes.
Then we tried to book tickets at The Cathay (FAILED coz too full) and Cineliesure. Justine used my iPod Touch to book it by phone. Luckily, she remembered her dad's credit card number. lol. I thought she was gona cry! She looked so worked up. Omg... I didn't even dare to touch her o.o
So we ended up having to catch the 2.30pm show at Cine. The trio of us were just walkin around... aimlessly... Tryin to kill time, before we sat in front of the huge advertising tv screen on those tall white tables and chairs. Oh, Justine shouted "Go Shia!" near the beginning. Heehee. I recorded it. WOOOOO. Oh, and some of Optimus's speech in the beginning. Lol.
And in the cinema, there were a few times when Justine froze halfway in the motion of putting the popcorn in her mouth. HUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Pity, couldn't take a picture of that :P
Justine gettin stressedAnd the little short recording from Transformers 2... And you can her Justine :P
Go Shia -
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Transformers 2
Sam Witwicky: Bee, I want to talk to you about the college thing, okay?
Bumblebee: [does a dance] "I'm so excited, / And I just can't hide it..."
Sam Witwicky: Hey! I'm not taking you with me!
[Bumblebee is downcast]
Mikaela Banes: I'm gonna wait outside...
[goes outside and starts to strip]
Sam Witwicky: Bumblebee, just hear me out okay. You know freshmen aren't allowed to have cars, that's all it is. It is best for both of us. I know it doesn't sound like it but... you're an Autobot, you shouldn't be living in my dad's garage. I mean you're suffocating in here. Hey will you look at me please? Hey, come on big guy...
Judy Witwicky: Oh yes Professor, I'll do ANYTHING to get an A! [laughs lunatic-ally] Woooo! I'm upside down!
Jetfire: Itchy wretched rust in my aft...!
[scratches himself]
Sam Witwicky: Something happened to me!
Mikaela Banes: you finally reached puberty?
Wheelie: This place is a freakin' House of Horrors.
Wheelie: Is that the best you got, huh? Is that best you can do?
Mikaela Banes: What are you doing here, you little freak?
[Mikeala burns his left eye off with a soldering iron]
Wheelie: That's my eye, you crazy bitch! Easy warrior goddess, I'm just a little salvage scrap drone.
Mikaela Banes: Then I'm your worst nightmare.
Sam Witwicky: You're training him?
Mikaela Banes: I'm trying. [Opens box and Wheelie jumps out. She grabs hold of a metal chain and holds him, threatening him with a table torch]
Agent Simmons: My God. Robots are destroying the world out there and you people carry one in your purse like a Chihuahua.
Wheelie: I change sides. Oh warrior goddess
[Sam looks at Mikaela]
Wheelie: Whose your autobot huh? [Starts humping on Mikaela's leg]
Sam Witwicky: What's that thing he's doing to your leg huh?
Mikaela Banes: At least he's loyal
Jetfire: I'm too old for this
Agent Simmons: Just one man. One man, betrayed by his very own country.
Agent Simmons: Just one man -
Leo: You're not alone!! I'm with you in the car! I'm right next to you!
Agent Simmons: - One man, betrayed by his very own country.
The movie, was INSANELY HILARIOUS. Plus, it has action too! WOOOO. Major noisy, so don't sit TOO close to the walls, or the front. And it's a wide-screen movie, so at least sit 4-5 rows from the front. AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME.
Bumblebee: [does a dance] "I'm so excited, / And I just can't hide it..."
Sam Witwicky: Hey! I'm not taking you with me!
[Bumblebee is downcast]
Mikaela Banes: I'm gonna wait outside...
[goes outside and starts to strip]
Sam Witwicky: Bumblebee, just hear me out okay. You know freshmen aren't allowed to have cars, that's all it is. It is best for both of us. I know it doesn't sound like it but... you're an Autobot, you shouldn't be living in my dad's garage. I mean you're suffocating in here. Hey will you look at me please? Hey, come on big guy...
Judy Witwicky: Oh yes Professor, I'll do ANYTHING to get an A! [laughs lunatic-ally] Woooo! I'm upside down!
Jetfire: Itchy wretched rust in my aft...!
[scratches himself]
Sam Witwicky: Something happened to me!
Mikaela Banes: you finally reached puberty?
Wheelie: This place is a freakin' House of Horrors.
Wheelie: Is that the best you got, huh? Is that best you can do?
Mikaela Banes: What are you doing here, you little freak?
[Mikeala burns his left eye off with a soldering iron]
Wheelie: That's my eye, you crazy bitch! Easy warrior goddess, I'm just a little salvage scrap drone.
Mikaela Banes: Then I'm your worst nightmare.
Sam Witwicky: You're training him?
Mikaela Banes: I'm trying. [Opens box and Wheelie jumps out. She grabs hold of a metal chain and holds him, threatening him with a table torch]
Agent Simmons: My God. Robots are destroying the world out there and you people carry one in your purse like a Chihuahua.
Wheelie: I change sides. Oh warrior goddess
[Sam looks at Mikaela]
Wheelie: Whose your autobot huh? [Starts humping on Mikaela's leg]
Sam Witwicky: What's that thing he's doing to your leg huh?
Mikaela Banes: At least he's loyal
Jetfire: I'm too old for this
Agent Simmons: Just one man. One man, betrayed by his very own country.
Agent Simmons: Just one man -
Leo: You're not alone!! I'm with you in the car! I'm right next to you!
Agent Simmons: - One man, betrayed by his very own country.
The movie, was INSANELY HILARIOUS. Plus, it has action too! WOOOO. Major noisy, so don't sit TOO close to the walls, or the front. And it's a wide-screen movie, so at least sit 4-5 rows from the front. AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Odd
Odd topic to talk about. I mean, how often would you and your friend talk about crapping? Like, how he/she feels when the urge comes. The pains pulling away at the stomach. And how to minimise the rush to the toilet? Hahaha... Well, if you're eating and reading this, may I apologize. But I'm a person who wouldn't mind eating in the toilet. I wouldn't be the type of person who would lose her appetite when shit is mentioned on the dinner table. It'll be quite a joke really.
ANYHOO... Watchin Transformers with Justine and Demello tmrw. I MUST remember to bring the whole set of Heroes Season 3. GAH. *drills it in my brain*
Hmm, Mrs Lok called me today o.o Huahahaha. she asked why I have not given a withdrawal letter to Mrs Wong yet. WOOPS. Well, honestly, blame my mum. She keeps changing her mind about WHEN she wants me to withdraw from school. SIGH. I cannot give a fixed answer!! GAH.
And my mum wants me to take up an eng course at the British Council. So I'll be goin in for a consultation test this Saturday morning. I REALLY WANNA PLAY BBALL!!! URGH. But no other girls are around in rmj. And i think only guys would show up. Like, less than 5 maybe???? DAMN SAD MAN. omg...
Chatting with Jos and Oswald. Oswald gotta lot of phone calls ah... 3 already in this conversation. Lol... I wonder who. Hahaha XD
Sigh. Bored like hell. I SHALL DO MY SS AND ENG TOMORROW!!!!! MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST.
ANYHOO... Watchin Transformers with Justine and Demello tmrw. I MUST remember to bring the whole set of Heroes Season 3. GAH. *drills it in my brain*
Hmm, Mrs Lok called me today o.o Huahahaha. she asked why I have not given a withdrawal letter to Mrs Wong yet. WOOPS. Well, honestly, blame my mum. She keeps changing her mind about WHEN she wants me to withdraw from school. SIGH. I cannot give a fixed answer!! GAH.
And my mum wants me to take up an eng course at the British Council. So I'll be goin in for a consultation test this Saturday morning. I REALLY WANNA PLAY BBALL!!! URGH. But no other girls are around in rmj. And i think only guys would show up. Like, less than 5 maybe???? DAMN SAD MAN. omg...
Chatting with Jos and Oswald. Oswald gotta lot of phone calls ah... 3 already in this conversation. Lol... I wonder who. Hahaha XD
Sigh. Bored like hell. I SHALL DO MY SS AND ENG TOMORROW!!!!! MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST.
Monday, June 22, 2009
14th August
Omg... I AM SOOOOOO GONNA WATCH THIS MOVIE. CINDY CINDY CINDY!!! WOOOO!!! WATCH WITH ME!!! Hahaha. Zong, quick read the book!!! Hahaha
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Thoughts
I forgot to mention that last Friday, Sharley came over to take some pics for her art thing. And I was her "model" of some sort. Lol. I had to sit on that dining chair... We tried to make some "A 100 ways to sit on a chair"... And we ran dry after awhile. Hahaha... Oh well... her O levels :P OH. I had to die on the chair too. Coz there are some dead people in her final painting. Lol. The different ways of dying on a chair. there's one shot I like, even though you can't see much of me. But the way I was lying on it, seemed pretty good? My legs were on the chair and the rest of my body was hanging over it. And my head and arms were on the ground. Omg. And Sharley was takin so long to take the picture. All the blood was rushin to my head... IT HURT.
Umm... My mum wanted me to skip the chem class for tomorrow. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. And I have no idea when I should stop by Far East to make my own Sylar T-shirt or sth... GAH. Maybe this comin week. But I gotta do my hmrk. Gonna mug. Not study. But do my hmrk. Lol. I hope MOE extends the holdays by a week! Come on, even a kid in Oswald's school got the damn virus =.=
Oh yea, last night, I dreamt... Can't remember where I went, or where I was... Or who were around me. But it was a public place, and it required the taking of temperatures. And I dreamt that I got a temperature of like, 38.8°C, and I got whisked away immediately coz I had contracted the H1N1 virus. There was someone there who got the same thing too, can't remember who! Urgh. Oh well... I woke up in panic that I was havin a fever. Lol. But I didn't. So HALLELUJAH.
And in the showers, I heard on the radio that the number of H1N1 cases in Singapore has exceeded 100 so suddenly. Omg. Singapore gonna die lah. DUNIA SUDAH MAU KIAMAT!!!!!! MATI MATI MATI MATI. Lol... The world is gonna be destroyed soon, die die die die. XD
I should start typing some Indo stuff here in there. Prolly will help with my spelling? :P Hahaha Since my mum keeps tellin me to get to know more ppl at church. And since my indo isn't so good, I don't talk to people older than me much. it's like, they speak to me in Indo, and I reply in English. Hahaha. weird sight. But that's what I do. And I got to know this Yuku guy, heard he's friggin smart, and a computer genius. Quite a funny guy, was speakin to me. Uhh... I TRIED to reply in Indo this time. But they ended up as one-word answers. Great =.=
sis, I think you and I have the SAME problem... Oh, and GET ME SYLAR/SPOCK/ZQ/HEROES STUFF IF POSSIBLE! HUAHAHAHA
Umm... My mum wanted me to skip the chem class for tomorrow. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. And I have no idea when I should stop by Far East to make my own Sylar T-shirt or sth... GAH. Maybe this comin week. But I gotta do my hmrk. Gonna mug. Not study. But do my hmrk. Lol. I hope MOE extends the holdays by a week! Come on, even a kid in Oswald's school got the damn virus =.=
Oh yea, last night, I dreamt... Can't remember where I went, or where I was... Or who were around me. But it was a public place, and it required the taking of temperatures. And I dreamt that I got a temperature of like, 38.8°C, and I got whisked away immediately coz I had contracted the H1N1 virus. There was someone there who got the same thing too, can't remember who! Urgh. Oh well... I woke up in panic that I was havin a fever. Lol. But I didn't. So HALLELUJAH.
And in the showers, I heard on the radio that the number of H1N1 cases in Singapore has exceeded 100 so suddenly. Omg. Singapore gonna die lah. DUNIA SUDAH MAU KIAMAT!!!!!! MATI MATI MATI MATI. Lol... The world is gonna be destroyed soon, die die die die. XD
I should start typing some Indo stuff here in there. Prolly will help with my spelling? :P Hahaha Since my mum keeps tellin me to get to know more ppl at church. And since my indo isn't so good, I don't talk to people older than me much. it's like, they speak to me in Indo, and I reply in English. Hahaha. weird sight. But that's what I do. And I got to know this Yuku guy, heard he's friggin smart, and a computer genius. Quite a funny guy, was speakin to me. Uhh... I TRIED to reply in Indo this time. But they ended up as one-word answers. Great =.=
sis, I think you and I have the SAME problem... Oh, and GET ME SYLAR/SPOCK/ZQ/HEROES STUFF IF POSSIBLE! HUAHAHAHA
Friday, June 19, 2009
曹操的诗
臂如朝露，去日苦多，
慨当以慷，忧思难忘，
何以解优，唯有杜康，
青青子衿，悠悠我心，
但为军鼓，沉吟至今，
呦呦鹿鸣，食野之苹，
我有嘉宾，鼓瑟吹笙，
明明如月，何诗可辍，
优从中来，不可断绝，
月名星稀，乌鹊南飞，
绕树三匝，何枝可依，
山不厌高，水不厌深，
周公吐哺，天下归心。
Something I copied down from Red Cliff 2... The poem that was recited when they were burning the corpses. It was hell to type it out here okay. But it's a nice poem :)
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Hooked
I haven't been posting the past few days I think coz I've been catchin up on Heroes Volume 4. HEEHEEHEE. I got tired of watching it online, so I resorted to reading the synopsis every week. Then finally I managed to get the whole set of Season 3 form my aunt when she came back from Indo. WOOOO. So I manage to watch it!
The joys of seeing ZQ's face on screen heehee XD GAH. I still cannot stop thinkin about what happened to Peter's Irish girlfriend who got lost in the future. That's a loose end that seems to have not been tightened yet. Lalala... Can't wait for Volume 5!!! WOOOO!!! Omg, can't wait. Heehee
Final Destination comin out in August. YEAH!!!!!!!! Maybe if it comes out on a certain day, I can watch it with Justine on her b'day! *raises eyebrows* haha. I'll be watching Trail of The Panda today with my mum at Vivo... with my Aunt too I think. ick.
Went to Cindy's house yesterday. Fun to catch up on things :) She saw the trailer for The Time Traveller's Wife!! *GASP* OMG. But we dunno when it will come out @_@ WE MUST MUST MUST MUST watch it together XD HUAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I read the book and it was awesome. I started crying at the end of the book. Man... tear jerker. I just hope the directors won't disappoint me by cutting out crap form the book. Like what they did with Perfume =.=
Perfume was an awesome book. But the movie, well, they cut a whole chunk out of it. Damn. And on tv, they cut out another chunk coz there was nudity. I didn't even realise it until I was searchin for the movie online, and I saw this part in the ending. And I was like,"ahh... so they cut THAT part out. omg... obscene nudity. lol"
So yea... I'm hooked up to Heroes again. lol... And I'm sure Justine would be VERY VERY happy if I lent her the whole volume when I see her next Wednesday to catch Transformers 2... haha XD
Monday, June 15, 2009
Pelham
Ryder: Life is simple now. They just have to do what I say.
I watched The Taking of Pelham 123!! :D AWESOME. I came out of the theatre with a huge urge to start swearing for no reason. Lol... the influence... the influence. Anyhow, I couldn't get anymore quotes, sadly, coz there hardly is any since most of the quotes are from the Original in 1974. My bro says that I should watch that one, it's a Classic. So maybe I'll borrow the vid from him one day... As he sits at home giving off that evil laughter in happiness that it's with him in INDO. lol...Where they named the guy Mr Blue instead of Ryder. The movie was definitely FRIGGIN AWESOME nonetheless :D WOOOO!!!! Haha. I didn't really notice the blood, maybe I watched Final Destination 3 too many times? o.o Hahaha. And all these bloody movies. Gosh. No wonder I'm used to it. Hahaha.
Lalala, my aunt is comin from Indo tonight. WOOO!! Fresh pirated movies coming!!! teeheehee Honestly, I forgot what I ordered. But I do remember Heroes Season 3. WOOOOO. Haha. I just hope I can play it on TV this time. Gosh, the previous set was kinda screwed.
Hmm, I'm suddenly using someone else's internet connection coz mine suddenly got screwed up =.= wtc man... At a time like this. AIYOH... *tries whacking the aluminium box* OMG. My mum just opened the curtains and there's this group of tiny ants there... and a trail . Omg... getting major goosebumps here!!!! CRAP. I HATE ANTS. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG *places my feet up on the chair in fear that ants might crawl up on me*
I watched The Taking of Pelham 123!! :D AWESOME. I came out of the theatre with a huge urge to start swearing for no reason. Lol... the influence... the influence. Anyhow, I couldn't get anymore quotes, sadly, coz there hardly is any since most of the quotes are from the Original in 1974. My bro says that I should watch that one, it's a Classic. So maybe I'll borrow the vid from him one day... As he sits at home giving off that evil laughter in happiness that it's with him in INDO. lol...Where they named the guy Mr Blue instead of Ryder. The movie was definitely FRIGGIN AWESOME nonetheless :D WOOOO!!!! Haha. I didn't really notice the blood, maybe I watched Final Destination 3 too many times? o.o Hahaha. And all these bloody movies. Gosh. No wonder I'm used to it. Hahaha.
Lalala, my aunt is comin from Indo tonight. WOOO!! Fresh pirated movies coming!!! teeheehee Honestly, I forgot what I ordered. But I do remember Heroes Season 3. WOOOOO. Haha. I just hope I can play it on TV this time. Gosh, the previous set was kinda screwed.
Hmm, I'm suddenly using someone else's internet connection coz mine suddenly got screwed up =.= wtc man... At a time like this. AIYOH... *tries whacking the aluminium box* OMG. My mum just opened the curtains and there's this group of tiny ants there... and a trail . Omg... getting major goosebumps here!!!! CRAP. I HATE ANTS. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG *places my feet up on the chair in fear that ants might crawl up on me*
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Dream dream dream dream dream
For the past month, I think, I've been having this dream of flying. What happens is different, but the idea is always the same. And last night, it was the CLEAREST.
The location is at some old run down place. There's this church where I'm standing at. The door to the side of the hall is behind me as I look out the balcony. We seem to be at the top of a hill... (suddenly reminds me of sch... omg) And below me, I see a run-down bar. The building itself is still intact, built with red bricks. Spray paint vandalized the walls. There's a torn down the wall at a corner. There's another building a few meters from that bar but I can't remember what it was for. The ground around it is covered with tiny stones like those you find in car parks. I forgot who were standing by me, but they were 2 girls... There was a priest in the church. So I assumed it was a Catholic church. I think I was wearing only a robe wrapped around me.
A feeling came over me and I stretched out my arms wide open. The feeling got stronger, and I felt hair covering me. Like that of a deer, or a bat. The stiff brown hair all over. And the robe fell. Just then.], wings appeared at my sides and under my arms. so it formed something like a triangle, with 2 sides touching my arms and my ribs down to my hips. The wings were like skin, like that of a bat. I took a few steps back before running towards the edge and jumping off.
(here comes the funny part) I jumped and headed downwards. And guess what, there was this other ledge at the bottom I had not known off, so I went head-down on it hitting my head. I heard an,"ooooh" from those watching up on the balcony. I "bounced" off the ledge, clutching my head in pain where I had hit it. I shrugged off the pain as I continued to fall and spread out my arms to take flight. I began gliding with the air as the wind took me. It felt great :D
That's all I remembered. I cannot think about what happened after that. I had other "flying" dreams before, and there's this other one that's pretty nice too. I'll talk about it another time :)
The location is at some old run down place. There's this church where I'm standing at. The door to the side of the hall is behind me as I look out the balcony. We seem to be at the top of a hill... (suddenly reminds me of sch... omg) And below me, I see a run-down bar. The building itself is still intact, built with red bricks. Spray paint vandalized the walls. There's a torn down the wall at a corner. There's another building a few meters from that bar but I can't remember what it was for. The ground around it is covered with tiny stones like those you find in car parks. I forgot who were standing by me, but they were 2 girls... There was a priest in the church. So I assumed it was a Catholic church. I think I was wearing only a robe wrapped around me.
A feeling came over me and I stretched out my arms wide open. The feeling got stronger, and I felt hair covering me. Like that of a deer, or a bat. The stiff brown hair all over. And the robe fell. Just then.], wings appeared at my sides and under my arms. so it formed something like a triangle, with 2 sides touching my arms and my ribs down to my hips. The wings were like skin, like that of a bat. I took a few steps back before running towards the edge and jumping off.
(here comes the funny part) I jumped and headed downwards. And guess what, there was this other ledge at the bottom I had not known off, so I went head-down on it hitting my head. I heard an,"ooooh" from those watching up on the balcony. I "bounced" off the ledge, clutching my head in pain where I had hit it. I shrugged off the pain as I continued to fall and spread out my arms to take flight. I began gliding with the air as the wind took me. It felt great :D
That's all I remembered. I cannot think about what happened after that. I had other "flying" dreams before, and there's this other one that's pretty nice too. I'll talk about it another time :)
Lalala
Because the world is round, ah
Because the wind is high, it blows my mind
Because the wind is high, ah
Love is old, love is new
Love is all, love is you
Because the sky is blue, it makes me cry
Because the sky is blue, ah, ah, ah, ah
Gonna watch The Taking of Pelham 123 with my parents on Monday morning :D WOOO! I knew it was gonna be an awesome movie the moment I saw the trailer. Teehee ^^ John Travolta!! WOOOO!!!
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Humorous Quiz
Rules:
Go to www.urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
Post a definition it gives you.
Tag 15 people.
1) Your name?
Lovely
great beauty. NOT pertaining to sexual beauty or physical attraction, but attraction of inner beauty or emotions such as that of aumie
Aumie is so lovely. You should read her xanga sometime..
2) Your age?
16
The age of consent in most countries.
When cherry's are red they're ripe for plucking, when girls are 16 they're ripe for fucking.
3) One of your friends?
Josiah
Josiah was King of the Jews from 640 BC-609 BC. He became king at the tender age of 8. He brought back the Jewish people to their God. King Josiah was killed after he attacked King Necho which was in opposition to the will of God.
Dude did you see that Jew's horns? No he must have had them removed like King Josiah.
4) What should you be doing?
Chemistry
(noun) 1. An excruciating form of torture; sometimes self-imposed. 2. Death broken down into many hourly segments, usually occuring in groups of 17 or more. 3. An extreme social disorder usually with physical symptoms.
1. I'd rather do chemistry than go out with you. 2. I can't go out tonight, I've got chemistry.
5) Favorite color?
Black
the color this text appears in
this text appears in black
6) Birthplace?
Singapore
A country that allows prostitution but doesn't allow oral sex. Now that's fucked up.
"Dude man, this chick will fuck me but she won't blow!"
7) Month of your birth?
March
All people born in March are true inspirations, have imaginations that run wild and are go-getters. The month in which all of the true gangsters were born!
Damn, she was born in March?! She's a true O.G.
8) Last person you talked to?
Maid
a lady who cleans the house and knows how to fuck.
My French maid is always there to make my dick happy when I arrive home.
9.) One of your nicknames?
Love
Lust is the desire for their body; love is the desire for their soul.
That is all I have to say.
I TAG EVERYONE TO DO IT.
Go to www.urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
Post a definition it gives you.
Tag 15 people.
1) Your name?
Lovely
great beauty. NOT pertaining to sexual beauty or physical attraction, but attraction of inner beauty or emotions such as that of aumie
Aumie is so lovely. You should read her xanga sometime..
2) Your age?
16
The age of consent in most countries.
When cherry's are red they're ripe for plucking, when girls are 16 they're ripe for fucking.
3) One of your friends?
Josiah
Josiah was King of the Jews from 640 BC-609 BC. He became king at the tender age of 8. He brought back the Jewish people to their God. King Josiah was killed after he attacked King Necho which was in opposition to the will of God.
Dude did you see that Jew's horns? No he must have had them removed like King Josiah.
4) What should you be doing?
Chemistry
(noun) 1. An excruciating form of torture; sometimes self-imposed. 2. Death broken down into many hourly segments, usually occuring in groups of 17 or more. 3. An extreme social disorder usually with physical symptoms.
1. I'd rather do chemistry than go out with you. 2. I can't go out tonight, I've got chemistry.
5) Favorite color?
Black
the color this text appears in
this text appears in black
6) Birthplace?
Singapore
A country that allows prostitution but doesn't allow oral sex. Now that's fucked up.
"Dude man, this chick will fuck me but she won't blow!"
7) Month of your birth?
March
All people born in March are true inspirations, have imaginations that run wild and are go-getters. The month in which all of the true gangsters were born!
Damn, she was born in March?! She's a true O.G.
8) Last person you talked to?
Maid
a lady who cleans the house and knows how to fuck.
My French maid is always there to make my dick happy when I arrive home.
9.) One of your nicknames?
Love
Lust is the desire for their body; love is the desire for their soul.
That is all I have to say.
I TAG EVERYONE TO DO IT.
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Chop Chop Chop
On Sunday morning, my dad brought me out for a haircut. It's those kind of cheap hairdressers you know. So I told the guy I wanted him to shorten my fringe, and to slightly trim the edges of my hair. And he went ahead and started "chopping" the hair off =.= Omg... HEART PAIN MAN. Seeing my hair on the floor :(
I went to church, and when I wore the choir robe, the guys from rmj were saying they didn't recognize me. And Feb choked out an "ohmyGod" and said he thought I was a guy. GREAT. I was a guy with heels =.= Yesterday, my mum was like,"you're wearing jeans ah?" Then I said,"what... now I'm a guy with boobs and polkadot flats? =.="
I can totally pass of a guy if I dun wear my specs, don't talk, wear an oversized tee and baggy jeans, and wax up my hair. Yeap... can totally pass off as one. URGH. I'LL CHOPPPPPP that bloody hairdresser for choppin off my hair!! ARGH.
I went to church, and when I wore the choir robe, the guys from rmj were saying they didn't recognize me. And Feb choked out an "ohmyGod" and said he thought I was a guy. GREAT. I was a guy with heels =.= Yesterday, my mum was like,"you're wearing jeans ah?" Then I said,"what... now I'm a guy with boobs and polkadot flats? =.="
I can totally pass of a guy if I dun wear my specs, don't talk, wear an oversized tee and baggy jeans, and wax up my hair. Yeap... can totally pass off as one. URGH. I'LL CHOPPPPPP that bloody hairdresser for choppin off my hair!! ARGH.
Monday, June 08, 2009
A Change
Yeah, a new skin. Decided that I should get a change. Well, I'm NEVER using PINK or RED as the main colour of my background... not even purple-ish-pink coz I've had enough of that colour in my room... *squints at sister*
I used more of the color ORANGE coz that's one of the few BRIGHT colors that I actually like. Yeah... I had wanted my room wallpaper to be yellow, or orange... or blue. Something bright and happy. Yeah... I hope that can at least improve my daily mood a lil bit... Since my mum I always sulk around the house and every time I meet important friends of my parents. Gah.
I bought 3 novels on Saturday night. I started with the thickest one... about 1 and a half inch. I started it on Saturday night, I finished it this afternoon. Gosh. coz I was so bloody bored at Dr. Jerry Tan's office... So I read... and read... and read... And I was done... Gosh. It was a pretty good book. Lotsa swearin at some parts though. lol... and definitely dirty jokes. HAHA I showed parts of em to Yu Jia and Keith this morning. Lol. Keith was givin me the shocked face. LOL.
Meeting out with Mrs Shahrin was fun too :D Hahaha... except the comment about my mum lookin really young =.= MAN. I was like,"I told my mum before,'it's time to lose the lotions and GET OLD!!' " Then the 3 of them broke into laughter.
I WANNA WATCH PERFUME TONIGHT!! OMG. IT STARTS AT 12.30AM!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I read the book and it's AWESOME. I'll friggin cry at the ending that's for sure!! :'(
I used more of the color ORANGE coz that's one of the few BRIGHT colors that I actually like. Yeah... I had wanted my room wallpaper to be yellow, or orange... or blue. Something bright and happy. Yeah... I hope that can at least improve my daily mood a lil bit... Since my mum I always sulk around the house and every time I meet important friends of my parents. Gah.
I bought 3 novels on Saturday night. I started with the thickest one... about 1 and a half inch. I started it on Saturday night, I finished it this afternoon. Gosh. coz I was so bloody bored at Dr. Jerry Tan's office... So I read... and read... and read... And I was done... Gosh. It was a pretty good book. Lotsa swearin at some parts though. lol... and definitely dirty jokes. HAHA I showed parts of em to Yu Jia and Keith this morning. Lol. Keith was givin me the shocked face. LOL.
Meeting out with Mrs Shahrin was fun too :D Hahaha... except the comment about my mum lookin really young =.= MAN. I was like,"I told my mum before,'it's time to lose the lotions and GET OLD!!' " Then the 3 of them broke into laughter.
I WANNA WATCH PERFUME TONIGHT!! OMG. IT STARTS AT 12.30AM!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I read the book and it's AWESOME. I'll friggin cry at the ending that's for sure!! :'(
Saturday, June 06, 2009
Blogging?
Why Do I Blog?
Well, Jessica passed me this HOT POTATO. Haha. Hmm... Why do I blog?
I started a blog when I was in Pri school, coz my siblings were tellin me to get one. Started with xanga coz my sis started. In the beginning, I had no idea what to write, probably just to describe my day. But from the past few years, I find that the blog is my refuge. I can write about stuff that I keep inside. It's like, a public diary.
A place where I can tell the world how I feel and what I think about things... even though I try not to go overboard with the discrimination of certain topics. And I can use the blog to leave certain messages for people *raises eyebrows*, or tell everyone about what I'm currently into.
For example, I can't chat with my sister, and emailing her it tiring. So I blog, and she can know about what's happening in my life. But even the blog is not enough to let someone out there know about me. But the blog can also show how I think, my style... and using pictures once in awhile illustrates to readers about the people around me, or what I've seen.
Some people use blogs to sell items, to upload files, or whatever. I use it to tell my story :)
"waiting for a word..."
Friday, June 05, 2009
Day
"Eh... you know, we actually didn't say a word to each other the past few days."
"waaaaaaaat??? Why? What happened?"
"Nothing! Hahaha... The last time I spoke to him was Monday. About Tim's lil bro. Heh... We actually said nothing the past few days... woah.... lol"
"Haha"
SO ANYHOW, Sharley just left my house a moment ago. She took a pic of the guitar on my sister's empty bed leaning against the wall. Haha. She told me the picture might show up on her blog tonight o.o MOST likely... hohoho
OOH OOH! I almost forgot. Mrs Shahrin wants the 18 Marches to go back to QPS on Monday morning for debates!! WOOOOO. Lol. Time to torture the Pri school kids... MUWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Sharley was like,"Lovely, be nice. They're still Pri school kids." HAHA XD
Oh yea, I got my report book today... Okay. umm, apparently, some results went up in the overall combination. Instead of failing 4 subjects, I only failed 2. So that's okay I guess... *shrugs*. L1R5: 30... Hmm, well, my English pulled it down a LOT coz I didn't take the paper, so they used the CA1 results, which was a C5 =.= SIGH. Last in class, as expected, *high-fives with Demello*
I don't dare to show my mum the results. And plus, Mrs Lok included that I supported the cheerleading team this year. WOOPS. I wonder what my mum's reaction would be when she reads that. Aye...... Oh well, gonna show her... another day maybe? GAH.
I have to go out with Shar and Steph one day this month. Gonna get her present, and I'm gonna have to save up A LOT. I'll try to get go-go-pants this time. Coz the other time I went with Shar, they had this pair I really liked, but it was about 1 or 2 sizes too big :S So yeah... SAD. Ugh. I should tell Steph that he present needs to be below $200. Lol...
Oh well, homework is piling up. SIGH. I shal do my chem now....... SIAN.
"waaaaaaaat??? Why? What happened?"
"Nothing! Hahaha... The last time I spoke to him was Monday. About Tim's lil bro. Heh... We actually said nothing the past few days... woah.... lol"
"Haha"
SO ANYHOW, Sharley just left my house a moment ago. She took a pic of the guitar on my sister's empty bed leaning against the wall. Haha. She told me the picture might show up on her blog tonight o.o MOST likely... hohoho
OOH OOH! I almost forgot. Mrs Shahrin wants the 18 Marches to go back to QPS on Monday morning for debates!! WOOOOO. Lol. Time to torture the Pri school kids... MUWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Sharley was like,"Lovely, be nice. They're still Pri school kids." HAHA XD
Oh yea, I got my report book today... Okay. umm, apparently, some results went up in the overall combination. Instead of failing 4 subjects, I only failed 2. So that's okay I guess... *shrugs*. L1R5: 30... Hmm, well, my English pulled it down a LOT coz I didn't take the paper, so they used the CA1 results, which was a C5 =.= SIGH. Last in class, as expected, *high-fives with Demello*
I don't dare to show my mum the results. And plus, Mrs Lok included that I supported the cheerleading team this year. WOOPS. I wonder what my mum's reaction would be when she reads that. Aye...... Oh well, gonna show her... another day maybe? GAH.
I have to go out with Shar and Steph one day this month. Gonna get her present, and I'm gonna have to save up A LOT. I'll try to get go-go-pants this time. Coz the other time I went with Shar, they had this pair I really liked, but it was about 1 or 2 sizes too big :S So yeah... SAD. Ugh. I should tell Steph that he present needs to be below $200. Lol...
Oh well, homework is piling up. SIGH. I shal do my chem now....... SIAN.
Thursday, June 04, 2009
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
Holidays
So.. it's June now. And I'm hunting for courses I can sign up for to occupy my time. Well, I keep saying that I'll exercise and get fit blah blah blah... BUT NOT HAPPENING. Maybe coz it's still the first week, and there's school for the rest of the weekday... *shrugs*
As I am typing this, I'm chatting with cousin Thomas on Facebook. Lol... I was playing Vampire Wars and he caught me. BUSTED. lol He's comin to S'pore again in September! YAY! But just for a day... since it's a transit... aiyah. Coz he's goin HK with his friend. Well, if he contracts H1N1, I think he'll survive... afterall, he survived dengue 5 times =.= Gosh. He can probably set a world record. hahaha
I came back from The Grassroots Club for this Unseen Question seminar. It was good :D Hahaha... I've gotta say, the poem the speaker gave us was pretty hard for me @_@ I had really really NO CLUE. Oh well, took the train there and back with SL. And man, is it THAT shocking that I CAN take the MRT? Dang... AND I DO NOT HAV A DRIVER. =.= you guys imagine too much lah... AND I CAN CAN CAN CAN CAN TAKE THE MRT. Gosh. I'm not TAHT deprived of Public Transport...
Hehe... Timothy was like, SO late for his seminar at 11am. GAH. That boy ah... tsk tsk tsk...
Hmm, I shall continue where I left off last night... Gonna watch Blood and Chocolate! Hahaha... Yeah, stupid movie, but I love that kind of movies OKAY. I hate Twilight, you shoudl know by now, coz it has the cheesiest lines ever, and bloody Edward CANNOT ACT. Totally ruins the show. ugh...
As I am typing this, I'm chatting with cousin Thomas on Facebook. Lol... I was playing Vampire Wars and he caught me. BUSTED. lol He's comin to S'pore again in September! YAY! But just for a day... since it's a transit... aiyah. Coz he's goin HK with his friend. Well, if he contracts H1N1, I think he'll survive... afterall, he survived dengue 5 times =.= Gosh. He can probably set a world record. hahaha
I came back from The Grassroots Club for this Unseen Question seminar. It was good :D Hahaha... I've gotta say, the poem the speaker gave us was pretty hard for me @_@ I had really really NO CLUE. Oh well, took the train there and back with SL. And man, is it THAT shocking that I CAN take the MRT? Dang... AND I DO NOT HAV A DRIVER. =.= you guys imagine too much lah... AND I CAN CAN CAN CAN CAN TAKE THE MRT. Gosh. I'm not TAHT deprived of Public Transport...
Hehe... Timothy was like, SO late for his seminar at 11am. GAH. That boy ah... tsk tsk tsk...
Hmm, I shall continue where I left off last night... Gonna watch Blood and Chocolate! Hahaha... Yeah, stupid movie, but I love that kind of movies OKAY. I hate Twilight, you shoudl know by now, coz it has the cheesiest lines ever, and bloody Edward CANNOT ACT. Totally ruins the show. ugh...