I feel kinda emo today... :( Coz firstly, my bro went back to Indo, and my sis went back to Boston. NOOOOOO!!! I'll totally miss my bro's gaming noise in the living room, and his evil jokes. And I'll miss my sister's whining and her mess in the room. :'(
the house is so friggin quiet now. It's depressing. And I jialat ah... I left my hp at home when I went to sch. Like, WTH. I couldn't send a bye bye message to Jessica or to my sis or to my bro. BOOHOO. THIS IS SO SAD @_@ *pout*
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Sigh... on a lighter note, I signed up for an audition next Wednesday for a play in school. They gave us monologues from Six Feet Under... which will be the title of the play. For female parts, there are only 2 monologues. Tell me which one is better okay?
Monologue 1: Not at first. I didn't want to say anything about it. I was trying to incriminate Jake, somehow. It doesn't really make sense, does it? I don't know what I was trying to do, really. I guess I just wanted him to admit to it, I didn't want to deal with it myself. I don't care now, honestly. I know I caused Jason's death; it's too convenient that right after I slept with Jake, he ends up dead. He knew...me and Jake pushed him over the edge and I just... He's following me, detective. I can't get him out of my head!
Monologue 2: I love you too. Obviously. Why else do you make me so angry? Jake, if you knew how much I wanted to forgive you...I keep trying to go over everything in my head. What did I do wrong? Did I drive you to do what you did? I keep trying to justify everything and it's not fair! You made the mistake, Jake, you did! Why do I need to bear the burden? Why did you do it? I want to know why!
1 comment:
haha hello lovely. i kinda know how you feel. i was super sad whenever my brother has to go anywhere too. haha (pat pat). anyways, i think monologue 1 and 2 are both interesting. however, i think you are more suited for monologue 1! haha i can imagine you acting it out really well. just a personal comment though hee hee. <3 you :)
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