Pictures Once Again!

My tiny Hippo family :D Hahahaha

MY ADORABLE NEPHEW!! WAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

The art of sleeping while doing your homework. Lol... I dunno what came on to me... Just felt like taking those 3 pics. hahaha

Some teachers singing CNY songs just now in school :P Okay, I don't know ALL of their names :S Hahaha. Well, I took that with my phone... somehow, no one cared a hp was poking above the crowd :P

"I expected an answer the other day... Guess I was wrong..."

PEOPLE PLEASE VOTE!!!

http://www.evideo.edu.sg/sdma/vote.php/home/viewentry/169.htm

GO THERE. THEN VOTE FOR THAT VIDEO. It's a video made by the Info-Comm Club in my sch, dedicated to the teachers last year for teacher's day :D Adapted from 33 Days LAter. Hahahah. WATCH IT, LOVE IT, VOTE IT!!

Have You Ever...?

Stole this from Zong's blog. harharhar
Have you ever...?
Everything in red are things I have done...

1. Started your own blog - thx to bro and sis
2. Slept under the stars
3. Played in a band
4. Visited Hawaii
5. Watched a meteor shower
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Been to Disneyland - EVERYtime I visit USA
8. Climbed a mountain
9. Held a praying mantis - i caught it :D
10. Sang a solo
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris - I was 8 i think o.o
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Taught yourself an art from scratch - like what kind of art?
15. Adopted a child
16. Had food poisoning
17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty - they don't allow this anymore right?
18. Grown your own vegetables
19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France
20. Slept on an overnight train
21. Had a pillow fight - with Theo and Arabella
22. Hitch hiked
23. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
24. Built a snow fort
25. Held a lamb
26. Gone skinny dipping
27. Run a Marathon - I'll die before it starts. lol
28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice
29. Seen a total eclipse
30. Watched a sunrise or sunset - I puked on the way up. I was 5 I think.
31. Hit a home run
32. Been on a cruise - Star Cruise!!
33. Seen Niagara Falls in person
34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors - XIAMEN, CHINA!!
35. Seen an Amish community - I would love to!
36. Taught yourself a new language - ONE DAY.
37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied - is anyone ever? probably Bill Gates
38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person - Made me dizzy o.o
39. Gone rock climbing
40. Seen Michelangelo’s David
41. Sung karaoke - it preparation for a Singing Competition when I was in P5.
42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt
43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant - maybe I shall when I'm older :)
44. Visited Africa - AND I LOVED IT! I WANNA GO AGAIN!!!
45. Walked on a beach by moonlight
46. Been transported in an ambulance
47. Had your portrait painted - it was colour pencils. another one was charcoal.
48. Gone deep sea fishing
49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person
50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris
51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling - I want to!! Best place is Indo or Australia :D
52. Kissed in the rain
53. Played in the mud
54. Gone to a drive-in theater
55. Been in a movie - does a TV show count?
56. Visited the Great Wall of China
57. Started a business
58. Taken a martial arts class
59. Visited Russia
60. Served at a soup kitchen
61. Sold Boy Scout Cookies
62. Gone whale watching
63. Got flowers for no reason
64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma - not 16 yet :P
65. Gone sky diving
66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp
67. Bounced a cheque
68. Flown in a helicopter - Over the Niagra Falls :D
69. Saved a favorite childhood toy
70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial
71. Eaten Caviar
72. Pieced a quilt
73. Stood in Times Square
74. Toured the Everglades
75. Been fired from a job
76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London - I WANTED TO!! NO TIME!
77. Broken a bone
78. Been on a speeding motorcycle
79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person
80. Published a book
81. Visited the Vatican
82. Bought a brand new car
83. Walked in Jerusalem
84. Had your picture in the newspaper
85. Read the entire Bible
86. Visited the White House
87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
88. Had chickenpox
89. Saved someone’s life
90. Sat on a jury
91. Met someone famous
92. Joined a book club
93. Lost a loved one
94. Had a baby
95. Seen the Alamo in person
96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake
97. Been involved in a lawsuit
98. Owned a cell phone
99. Been stung by a bee
100. Read an entire book in one day - always do that before an English exam :P

CNY?!?!?!?!

I'll burn my school I tell you. I'LL BURN IT TO CRUMBS and ASHES!!!!

WTH MAN. Firstly, we'll be having CNY celebrations in sch tmrw. And guess what, they moved back our dismissal time for only 40 MINUTES. Like, WTH. 1.10pm. No difference from 1.50pm YOU KNOW.

and after that, we'll be having some stupid target setting thingy... mental/moral... and social... like, WTH. Might as well have lessons. We can't afford to MISS ANYMORE!!!

URGH.

My bro is coming back this Saturday for CNY. WOO. Most likely gonna buy a Wii ? Hahahahaha... Then gonna watch Red Cliff 2 Sat night ^^ And we plan to watch Changeling too. Yeah, it's NC16. But how the heck can it be NC16?!?!!? I watched the making of it, interviews of Angelina Jolie, and SOOO many trailers of it... NOTHING TO BE NC16 ABOUT!!! Ah... heck it. I'll be turning 16 in about 2 months anyway =.=

Sucker

Oh how many times would I view your website... hoping you've left a message for my somewhere.
Oh how helpless I am in being such a sucker. Even I told myself I shouldn't fall too.
Oh how many times would I refresh that same page over and over again.
Oh how...

Good Day

Brain Lateralization Test Results

Right Brain (70%) The right hemisphere is the visual, figurative, artistic, and intuitive side of the brain. Left Brain (42%) The left hemisphere is the logical, articulate, assertive, and practical side of the brain

Are You Right or Left Brained?
personality tests by similarminds.com

"As she walked past him, his jaw dropped. And yet, she tried to resist the urge to turn and look at him. He should probably also try to keep his mouth closed and walk the other way too..."

ELDDS PRAC was AWESOME!! WAHAHAHAHAHA. We were having Hot Seating. So they were askin me questions about my "wife". And Renee (director) asked me why I married "wife". Then I said,"well, she looked like a decent girl. Unlike the ones I see when I'm having a football match."
Someone," HAHA. Those who wear short skirts and short shirts!"
*they "waaaaaaaaaaa"-ed*
I said,"come on! A guy has got to have their own needs and desires right!!"
*they "WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA"-ed*
Renne nodded her head and said,"said like a true man."
And I grinned :D hahaha. Coz my character in the play is a guy you see... So yeah. they were sort of interviewing me as my character. I'm naming him Gerome :) My wife will still stick to her actual name: PARVEEN!!! hahaha XD

I got 18/25 for my E.Math test. DAMNIT. So careless... AND forgetful. GAH. Lit test was crazy. I spent 20 minutes on the 1st question, and I finished the 2nd on in like... 7 minutes. Then I didn't know what else to write. AAAAHHHH. I'm probably just gonna pass =.= SUCKS MAN.

We had to do some sex survey in sch just now. And it was HILARIOUS. Omg, and Chem was HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Nat kept dropping pens into TW's pinafore. And I tried doin the same thing to NAt. But failed. Then surprisingly, Joyce gave me the idea of throwing staple bullets at TW's hair. MWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA. And I did!! Lol. It was hilarious!! Hahahahhaa. Then when I stopped, she kept getting all paranoid, and turning around to squint at me every 10 seconds, or everytime I laughed or sth. LOL. Then she'd keep ruffling her hair for no reason. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Anyhow, overall, today was a good day :) And I can't wait for Friday already! WOO!

Title-less

Today, I had my E.Math test and Chinese test. Lol

E.Math, it was a 25-mark paper. On DEVIATION. ONLY DEVIATION. The stupid last question told you to draw your OWN front and back stem and leaf diagram =.= AND, we were told to calculate the means AND Standard Deviations. omg...Everyone was pressing their calculators till we nearly went nuts.

Chinese test... hahaha. 3 MCQ comprehensions. The last one was like... super boring. I didn't read it... Well, I tried at least. Then I just anyhow tikam tikam the last 2 answers. Couldn't be bothered. The lower sec girls coming back to class from recess were also partial to blame. Like, HELLO. We can hear them LAUGHING and GIGGLING from the stairs...ALL the way up to the 3rd floor. I nearly wanted to shout,"SHUT THE HELL UP. WE'RE HAVING A TEST HERE." My gawd. SO ANNOYING. I don't think my batch were THAT annoying when we were in lower sec o.o And they just giggled their way past our room =.= I'll kill them man... I'll kill them...

Bio SPRING test. Mrs Kuldip gave us a scare today. She just gave us a small test on the Negative Feedback response =.= DANG. She said if we did this test, then Thursday's test would be cancelled. WOOOO. lol. But so what... I'll probably fail that stupid question anyway. The PANCREAS was supposed to produce insulin. I wrote that the Liver did that. OMG. SO WROOOOONG.

A.Math test. YESTERDAY. Lol. It was only a 10-mark paper. And Mr Ng was like,"no one should get below 10 marks ah!" Justine and I got brain blockage halfway o.o DANG. Also, last question, I was supposed to get 2 answers but I only got one =.= wth...

Lit test tomorrow... OH BROTHER. Act 1 Scene 1. Passage-based... EEEEEEEEEEEEKK!

Oh yeah, my cousin, his wife, and his son came :D WAHAHAHAHAHA. And that SON is my nephew! Lol. He's my first nephew :) 1year and a few months old ^^SOOO CUTE!! hahaha. But he'll be goin back to Taiwan tmrw... so too bad :P

Pink Socks

Do you rememer what day it was today? I regret it now, but this day would forever be carved into my mind. Do you remember? I think pink socks was the first thing you had ever messaged me about. And I was glad you did. Pink socks... What an interesting topic to lead 2 people together slowly. We could have called this a year you know... If you hadn't chosen to leave me behind so suddenly. Makes me think that the mid-year holidays are cursed. 2 relationships ended during that period.

I can't say that you truly cared. But I think it was just pity on my side. I chose you over Xander coz probably I didn't want to make myself look like an ass. But too bad I guess. I made the wrong choice at that fork road. Now when I try to go back and take the other route, it's closed, coz someone else had walked on that untouched ground.

Even as it pains me, as I recieve news of that lucky person progress, I must move on. So I shall. But pink socks, is a topic of conversation that I'll never forget we had.

Basketball

Oh how I loved the basketball match with remaja ppl! WOOOOOO!! My group won! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Oh, I missed basketball so much! The feeling of holding the ball in your hand, and shooting at the hoop. Half hoping that it'll go in, half hoping that it'll at least hit the hoop instead of a complete miss.

Well, we used half courts for about 2 matches. Then we played one full court match. hahaha. Fun! Samuel ended up accidentally knocking off William's glasses with the ball. LOL. I helped pick them up for him. Hahaha. And those on the other half of the court were like,"oi William! You okay or not??!!" He nodded. Then I was like,"lol. sure? can see or not? *puts up my index finger* what number is this?" Then we laughed. Hahaha

Jack only came for the last half-hour of the playing... Then we started heading home... it was around 7.30pm already. It was fun :)

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. And I DID use the bball that I got from Diy and YX on my last birthday :D Hahaha. Elmo, Joshua, Philip, Samuel are good at bball... like, VERY good. It's funny when they dribble, and accidentally leave the ball behind them, and it comes rolling or bouncing towards me. Hahahaha. And I just stand there with the ball coming towards me. Then I just pick it up, dribble somewhere, and shoot. I missed lots of times =.= Dang. Really haven't played bball for more than a year o.o EEEEEEEEE. I totally suck now. Chris was getting all... ACTIONY. Coz he'd do that bouncing on the same spot and change feet thingy... dunno how to describe.

When we were still at Alexcier, we started practicing twirling the ball on our fingertips. ELMO IS DAMN GOOD AT IT!! Stephen too 0.0 Dang it. I suck with balls =.=

Hmm... didn't take any pics though. pity. But I'll try the next time we have it :D I'm gonna start my Cathecism class tmrw! And consecutively for the next 16 weeks or so. Oh dear... gonna see Ibu Maria every Sunday... UP CLOSE 0.0

Photos (cam & phone)

Okay... too many photos to put up. Not gonna be in order :D HAhahaha. So it's all over. Some from my phone, some from camera. yeah ^^ (oh and if you see my face has loads of pimples, that was about, 2 months ago. Or much before that. My face has become MUCH better o.o)

Interesting car plate no. don't you think? XD

This was when I was in China... it was like, Past 12am in the morning. And the streets were REALLY bare. Pity I didn't have my cam with me!! GAH. So had to make do with my horrible hp camera =.=

Me... drinking from a bottle of Robbitusin (i think wrong spelling) during work attachment. It was my cough medicine. I finished the bottle... lol

Wing Yi, getting really distracted with her pen ink... lol... work attachment boredom XD

Remaja people! Hahaha. Okay, the half chopped up guy on the left is Elmo (really his name). Then white shirt is Daniel. And the green shirt guy sitting on his lap is Yoneski. Hahaha xD looks TOTALLY GAY!!!!! :P

This was our program booklet for the NREC last month. And look at what Jeff drew on it =.=" aiyah...

Nadia and Me. Dark and Light. "Satan" and "Jesus". Lol... I thought I was just a white ghost or sth :P

Life in death. Took this with my phone. Horrible focus =.=

One of the paintings I liked at SAJC :) Pretty cool!!

Was swimmin with Fel the other day. And I just came out of the water with all my hair over my face. And she was like,"EH! That looks cool!" Then I told her to get my hp out and take a pic. Lol.

My FAILED chess game with YX. Lol. I'm the white player. She's black. I was winning during the beginning half of the game. Then I think I began losing my concentration or sth. So yeah... It was a really cool check mate!! hahaha

See that BEAUTIFUL TRUCK OF ICE CREAM!!! LOL. I was telling my mum,"let's kidnap it!! WAHAHAHAHAHA"

HEHEHEHE. My bio project!!! MY MASTERPIECE!! WAHAHAHAHAHA

(shall continue tmrw)

Presents - Tests

Alright, if you've read my tagboard over there,my sis said that NO ONE MUST GET ME THE BOYTOWN SOUNDTRACK coz she's getting it for me. So everyone got that clear? good :) Hahaha

Hmm, Okay... Justine told me about an hour ago that what I wanted her to buy, wasn't available =.= DANG. I have get that thing latest by the 14th of February! If not I won't have enough time and weekends to finish it (it's a present for Migo). LALALALALALALA. MIGO MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. You shall NEVER guess the present XD

I shall be as discreet as possible o.o *shrinks into the shadows*

Oh yeah, in maths, Justine was filling up my year diary with birthdays o.o I have Ash, Jody, Nadia, SL, hers... hmm... dunno whether she filled up anymore. Can't remember.

Anyhow,I have a week full of class tests next week. Not to mention, YX and I are gonna be the MCs for the CNY celebrations next Fri =.= 我的天啊. This is gonna be the 2nd time I'm an MC for CNY. I did it last year... remembered meeting tofu afterwards. *smacks my own face* can't believe I wasted my precious time and attention on him.

lol

Anyhow, next week, lemme tell you the HORRIBLE schedule!! *cheery voice*
Monday: A.Math test on Differentiation except Quotient Rule
Tuesday: Chinese test (MCQ passage), and E.Math test on Deviation
Wednesday: SS test (SEQ), and Lit test (Act 1 Scene 1... it'll depend on whether Miss Lee is gonna be nice bout it or not o.o)
Thursday: Biology test on Homeostasis and the Nervous System

Like what the hell man =.=GRH. It's all fit together in a week by COINCIDENCE mind you. Bloody hell.

SAJC - CAT - LD

Alright... Today was the SAJC open house. YX and I only knew about it today... so we were really interested in going...

But we couldn't... Sec 1 auditions for LD today =.= *groan* So okay. But in the end, we decided to go. After school, we searched for Mrs Rajan high and low. We were gonna ask her about letting us skip LD for about half an hour. So she couldn't be found. It was 2.08pm. YX and I decided to just grab a cab and go to SAJC. And we did.

We reached about... 2.22pm? If I'm not wrong. Zong and Jos were having some Chinese common test, and Jon Tang was at Macs =.= Like wth... no one.

We entered from the car park from the Junior School side. Omg... we were walking across the bridge and the sun was SO HOT. We were BURNING. And it was kinda awkward... walking about in our bright pinafores... When we reached the JC side, there were some people waiting at the gate. They gave us some sticker badge thingy... And one girl asked where we were from. Before I gave an answer, she asked,"you are from IJ TP issit?" And I was like,"oh no. We're from St Theresa's." I told her that twice before she heard it. Okay...

Moving on... we went into the school. Okay, so YX and I were hunting for the theatres area... You know, DRAMA. Couldn't find. So we saw a sign that said,"Multi Purpose Hall". So we were thinking, could they have drama shows there? We followed the sign, led us to a fork "road"... Alright. On our left was the hall, with badminton people... On our right was MORE classrooms. Oh gosh. And there were sport booths almost everywhere o.o Like, DUDE. Any DRAMA?!?!?!?!

We walked down to near where the huge track was (it's big compared to ours). MORE booths... and MORE music. At one point, I was standing next to a speaker that had Britney's Womanizer spilling out of the metal box. Omg. The only thing that made me listen to it was the loud bass... hehe... I get all tranced when I listen to song with loud basses beating in the background. WOO

Zong's and Jos's tests were only gonna end at 3.45pm. DAMN. And Jon Tang would take like, half an hour to get back? So after some walking, getting lost, and askin for directions, we left the school from whence we came from. Haha. Luckily, there was a taxi right in front of the bus stop. We hopped into it and got back to sch :D

YX and I both skipped lunch, and just climbed up the hill and went for LD. It was CAT!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! Hahaha. Love her accent. Hmm, then halfway, at about 3.57pm, I checked my phone, it was Jos. He asked that I had left. I replied... about a minute later, Zong called o.o I just stared at the phone for like, 3 seconds before I got my senses back and answered it.

I get a panicky feeling when I get phone calls, or call someone whom I hardly speak to on the phone, and usually use msn or sms. Yeah... I'm kinda scared I make an idiot of myself and not be able to hear what that person says over the phone. Coz some people have perfect english in text, but when they speak, the singlish just spills out... I've had my share of experience with those kind of ppl... and I still panick when I get phone calls from them o.o

So yeah. amazingly, I could understand what Zong was saying. Lol. Funny. I told him I had to go for CCA, so I left at 3 with YX. Then he said,"screw CCA. Woo! haha" Lol... yeah, screw it. But I've got to say, I was kinda disappointed with SAJC's open house. Prolly cause we couldn't attend the Principal's talk, so we didn't see the other stuff SA had to offer. Dang.

Back to sch. LD session. Hmm.. Sec 1s were pretty enthu. But omg.. auditions... *faint*. HORRIBLE!!! Some were stuttering so badly, some had really weird habits o.o And there were 1 or 2 who were plain know-it-alls. Reminds me of Bottom from A Midsummer Night's Dream. Sigh...

Happy-Sad

2 things happened today.

1. JESS BOUGHT THE TIX TO THE CONCERT ALREADY!! WOOOOO!!! 7TH ROW FROM THE FRONT ON THE LEFT SIDE FACING THE STAGE!! WAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA XD CAN'T WAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIT!!!

2. O lvl results were out. my sch's top was 7 points o.o Lol... I had guessed SHE would be the one to top it. YX, Phibs' MT results were out. Aiyah, no matter how good or bad they've done, I'm still proud of them :) Coz they can have results that I can never have. So yeah :)
Then Feb called me when I was doin my hmrk halfway... askin me for Chris' hp no. =.= Aiyoh... Then he went on tellin me bout his sch blah blah blah and how good their results were blah blah blah...
Then afterwards, I managed to know Chris' results. then Feb still called me =.= Aiyoh. Then he went on braggin bout English. Goodness...

Although, I'm quite surprised that after about a year, he actually called me o.o Weirdo

Hmm, Me tryin to research for my Literature stuff... argh >< Can't find the explanation for the theme of Blood or Livery in A Midsummer Night's Dream. But having Lit with Miss Maggie LEe is fun :D Hahahaha... Miss Madu Tan STAY FAR FAR AWAY!!! LOL

Hahaha

Right... some funny stuff over the past few days :)

Yesterday, during flag day... there was this father and wife and son/daughter. I forgot. I thought they were malay... dark skinned... So I asked the father whether he wanted to donate. He looked at my can, then said out loud,"no, no, no... cross... no... Palistine... *shakes head*" Then he walked away... I was like... omg... It was only a few seconds after that then I realised I should've told him the cross was the "aid" one... NOT the "Jesus" one. *smacks forehead*.

Friday, during the CCA fair... all the LD members helping out were wearing costumes. Clarissa had a chinese thingy on, And Diy was wearing a dress. Then some ppl were wearing some other stuff. I forgot who told me to wear this dress. Like, OMG. CRAZY. Then I found this table cloth... and I just pulled it over me. And I grabbed this thin blue cloth and wrapped it around my waist as a "belt". And then people started calling me Jesus -_- Okaaaaay.... Well, everyone couldn't see my face... hahaha... So anyhow, took a picture with Nadia... she had a black cloth on. So she was supposedly Satan, and I was Jesus =.= lol

Okay... no more funny stuff. Nvm. Yesterday, as I was rushing to Youth Group, I fell tripped on the last step of the stairs, and fell. My right knee hit the edge of the step and now there's a big purple bruise with spots =.= OMG LAH... I can't walk down the stairs without limping. I can't run... Uhh, I have some problems walkin too =.= Sigh...

JM tix

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!! TICKETS GONNA BE OUT SOON. AAAAAHHHHH

So now just gotta wait for Jessica's mum's sms to my mum to confirm that she's going. WOO. I'm definitely choosing the $145 ticket... cozx the $100 seats are already so far. Even better, SIT FRONT ROW. Then I'll get to scream at JM,"YOU ROCK!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" But getting that chance to do that doesn't mean I will. lol. I'm not one of those SQUEALY girls who SQUEAL and SHRIEK when they see their idol or fave artist or sth *rolls eyes*

Hahaha... Had flag day today at Tanjong Katong. Like, SUPER ULU. Then I reached sch at 3pm with my grp, and quickly signed out. Then rushed to youth group. Actually, I didn't plan to go... but aiyah heck it. So I went. Was late for about 35 mins. I went to sit on the 4th row... everyone stared... like, wth.

Afterwards, Ivan saw me and he started laughing =.= I was like,"shut up! omg... stop laughing =.=" Then JEff's "gang" looked at me, and the usuals started laughing... I was like,"Why the heck is everyone laughing!! CRAZY!!!" Then someone said I look really good in my pinafore... OMG. Then Jia2 and Christy said I looked good in my uniform while they don't. Then I was like,"AS IF. EEEE..."

And Wei2 keep calling me,"IJ GIRL!!" lol... coz she was one too. hhahaha ^^

And I think tofu gained weight... omg. lol. and if he wears skinnies, it's DISTURBING. and putting his thick wallet (that I gave him) in his back pocket, makes him look as if he has an ass... and his cheeks are DEFINITELY chubbier... and his hair makes him look like shit. Nvm... if he get's a gf this year......

I'LL LAUGH TILL I CRY.

Anyhow... first week of school, and so stressed already. Goodness. oh yeah, Happy birthdya Zuriel!! :D 1 year WISER!! lol...

YEsterday was the CCA fair for the sec 1s. Teehee. We've got ab out 33 ppl who wanna audition next Wednesday :D

GONNA SEE CATERINA NEXT WEDNESDAY! WOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss the Odyssey!! WAHAHAHAHAHA

Youth has never looked fuller today. hahaha... More new ppl :) WOO.

Short One

Hello. Just a lil short update. BEEN COVERED in homework =.= Patrick is CRAZY... Give us so much math. I'll type in singlish today. like, super lazy right now can. So bear with me jsut this once lah.

Patrick just taught us the first part of differentiation on Tuesday. Today, he gave us like, more than 10 questions. omg. DIE DIE DIE. And I still got the Bio drawing thingy... then need to do some english thing... like, wth. English, we have to find words or actions from the passage that is linked to our SCHOOL VALUES. Like... WTH. It's ENGLISH. Not some class that teaches you LIFE LESSONS. CRAZY.

I swam last night... even though I'm having slight flu. Swam 6 laps freestyle... with rest in between... AND I WAS STILL tired =.= Prolly coz I was swimming like I was swimming for my life liddat. Lol... My nose gets blocked in air-conned rooms... then I can't breathe... I was sniffing Aqueous Ammonia the other day during chem... was so glad when my nostrils opened up. Felt good to smell Ammonia for once...

Today, PE!!! Measured height and weight. Wahahaha. Apparently, I'm 54kg. the weighing machine in my house is so spoiled =.= And I grew 1cm!! 168 PEOPLE!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Okay... gotta go do work now =.= kns

Crud.

1. Jason Mraz concert, is gonna be within the week of my CA1 exams =.= BUT HECK IT. I'm still going. NOTHING'S GONNA STOP ME!!!... except for my mum :P

2. School starting tomorrow... me dunno what to do to talk to Miss Lee bout debates... plus she's gonna be my Lit teacher too... that'll be interesting o.o

3. Omg... Patrick Ng is back. AAAAHHHH!!!!!! I hope he doesn't give me any "special" attention because I failed my A.Math for last year's EOY. omg...

4. Jason Mraz concert, is gonna be within the week of my CA1 exams =.= BUT HECK IT. I'm still going. NOTHING'S GONNA STOP ME!!!... except for my mum :P (I know I just totally repeated it.. coz it's UBER-IMPORTANT AND SAD)

5. Mrs Kuldip. GASP. I'm afraid she'll ask for the 10-year series... hehe... I haven't done the Section Bs >< Goodness...

This is gonna be an interestine week, coz studies officially start TOMORROW. So do the sec 1 orientation thingy... and I need to help out on Friday for my CCA booth... gonna drag some unwilling Sec 1s into Drama. Once I see some talent, they'd better go for the auditions =.= *squints eyes* Coz our ELDDS, is lacking talent here... seems like my batch is the last useful batch :( Sec 2s are so shy (and short :P), Sec 3s... uhh... a lot are missing most of the time. dang it.

March plans

Okay... I got off the phone with YX a few moments ago. And she told me when the March holidays are... So this year, my birthday lands in the holidays :D WOOOOO!! GREAT XD

But this would mean that the Jason Mraz concert is on a school night :( AW MAN. But HECK IT. I still wanna GOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've got 35 of his songs in my iTunes, but I know that won't compare to how many Zong has in his. lol. Besides, I only have 1 full album from JM. Then some are just compies from Zong, and 1 from Happy Feet, and few more more LimeWire... teehee... illegal downloads. lol

And remember I said I lost weight? I lost 3 kg... Because I didn't excercise for more than 2 months. And in return, I obtained fats and flabs. omg... gross...

So starting from TOMORROW onwards, I shall swim before dinner. Swim for half an hour. Freestyle all the way. I don't have any proper swimming attire... my sister's is too small for me. So yeah... I've been using my Beach bermudas and a swimming-attire-material t-shirt.

Swimming everyday would probably end up bleaching my hair pretty badly over time but what the heck. I'm gonna get my muscles back, clean my face of my pimples, grow longer hair, and do much better in my studies. 4 things that I shall STRIVE and VOW to do this year =.=

If people can push themselves to excercising everyday, then why can't I? :P

WOOO

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. JASON MRAZ IS COMING TO SINGAPORE ON THE 5TH OF MARCH PEOPLE!!! AND I SHALL HAVE TO PERSUADE MY MUM TO LET ME GO. MWAHAHAHAHHAHA. USING ALMOST ALL OF THE SENSIBLE EXCUSES AND REASONS I CAN THINK OF. I'M SO HAPPY THAT I HAVE TO USE CAPITAL LETTERS. LOL

SO I'M FLOODING MY MUM WITH SONGS BY HIM. LOL... AND SHE'S EVEN BEGINNING TO SING ALONG TO "LUCKY"... PROBABLY BECAUSE I REPEATED IT TO HER A BIT TOO MANY TIMES. LOL. I EVEN TOLD HER THAT I DON'T MIND IF MY ONLY WAY OF GOING IS TO HAVE MY MAID GOING WITH ME TOO. SURE. I HECK IT!!!! I JUST HAVE TO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

Now I can't stop thinking about it... omg...

You know, I mentioned this TIARA Team last time right? Well, some idiot "Passer" left my friendster profile on the tagboard... not knowing that I am a person who reads the blog. Man... here comes the trashing! I was scolding the person... Like, ELLO. DO I LOOK LIKE OR TYPE LIKE AN AH LIAN TO YOU????? That person must be SUPER blind. And then guess what... "Passer" said that he/she didn't say I was an ahlian, but that I was "UGLY". He/She put it in capital letters man...

Then I was scolding more of the heck out of the person. Stupid idiot... it's an anti-ahlian blog... not an anti-uglypeople blog. Stupid. And yes, I may not be gorgeous but I love myself enough. The person is probably just jealous that I look better than him/her. Crazy...

Anyhow... JASON MRAZ!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Pictures :D

Okay... Pictures from the past week :) Starting with the ones from the Botanical Gardens will Joyce and Mercy :)

Takin pics with the hot girls. Lol... Joyce and Mercy :D I look like a sad duck between them. Lol... Joyce is the one in red, and Mercy in grey.


We carved our names on a tree!! COOL. WAHAHAHAHAHA


Also took pics of loads of flowers :P

Don't scream people... lol. Just a bug here... It was crawlingon the ground a lot... and very quickly too... haha

This shot kind reminds me of Twilight... the forest...



Went to One Fullerton with them :) And the sun was shining right onto the sprayed water. Great shot!! :D

Now pics from NREC :) VERY VERY little of em... coz I was too lazy to bring my cam with me. Haha

I was calling Philip a Loser coz he couldn't translate this indo word for me. Hahaha. Then I started getting bored, and I drew this :P I'm the girl punching Philip (Jack drew the teeth), Jack is the one laughing like crazy, and there's Oswald, standing tall... and watching us going crazy... as usual. Lol

Jack and I started labelling animals to our friends. Like, Ko Franky looks like a Polar Bear... since he sorta gained weight in Melbourne... and he's so fair now... So yeah... POLAR BEAR!! Hahahaha...

This is Philip :D Coz you know... he didn't shave... LOL. So he was growing a teeney weeny goatee. Hahahaha... And we kept calling him "m'bek" (indo slang) :P

And this is Oswald :D Lol... Top speech bubble says,"My nut". The bottom one, which was drawn by Jack, says,"I'm Oswald"... SO CUTE!! XD It was supposed to be a hamster... lol... Then it kinda evolved into a squirrel. Hahaha

Okay people, I guess that's all! My mum wants me to go to PA with her and my dad tonight. Lol... she said in case there are any kids there, I can help take care of them too... lol...

2008-2009

2008
The first time I felt for someone that strongly. There were secret meetings, stolen kisses... it was like living in my own Romeo and Juliet story, except it ended right in the middle.
Friendships were formed, some were strengthened, while on the other hand, some faded, and some were lost. I spoke to people I've never spoken to before even if I saw them almost every week.
I became really close with someone who started off as an enemy. But who knew, if it weren't for the other guy, I wouldn't have known him :) And I would definitely cherish this friendship for as long as I can.
My results, lol... From good to bad. Then from bad to worse, and I strive to improve on them in 2009.

2009
I will get even more fit. I will swim everyday before dinner, and do my homework afterwards. I will do my best for the UWC Entry Examinations. I must revise more on my subjects.
And if I DO enter UWC, I will still go to STC until the time comes for me to move to UWC.
I shall make even more friends, and speak to people I've hardly ever spoken to. And I shall try to deal with this inverted-V "triangle" of some sort. It's pretty weird when 2 guys are after you, and they know each other, and were from the same class once. Creepy.

And if improving on my subjects means to be an anti-social, I'll take it. Coz socializing can be done after I get results. And socializing isn't too hard for a person like me :P

New Year

Hello everyone! I'm borrowing my bro's comp for a lil while while he's at my parents' room :P I'm still at Indo. Will be leaving for the airport pretty soon.

this year's National Reformed Evangelical Convention is really great :D I'll be back around like, 10pm tonight probably... Yeah

I'll make my New Year Resolutions and 2008 reflections tmrw. Lazy to make it now. I'm skippin sch tmrw... to get my remaining hmrk done, and because I'm lazy to pack my bag at such a late time. Lol... who isn't? :P

Okie... now my bro is back in the room, and my mum here too... examining the room. Lol. After coming out of Kinasih, my parents and I went to eat Bakmi Permata straight away!! WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO. Lol. I ate 2 bowls :D HEHEHE

I can't wait to get back!! ^^ Breathe in the FRESH air, and sleep on my soft bouncy bed. Teehee. I got a new mattress XD Mwahahahahaha and hug my Hippo soft toy!! Hahahaha...

Migo, I hope you've been EXCERCISING!!!!!! Lol... I shall interrogate you when I get back... what have you done while I was gone? XD

Alright, see ya people!! And Happy New Year!!!

Entertaining

Man, didn't come onlne for a day and I get 16 emails in my inbox o.o Most of em are junk mail anyway. I just read the title and "Delete" :P Lol...

Been busy with Joyce and Mercy. Hahaha. Yesterday, I didn't go to Youth Group coz I had to accompany them to One Fullerton. Took some pics. We went to Night Safari! Oh btw, before were went to One Fullerton, we were in my room, playing The Game of Life. It was kinda hilarious. Coz we were goin nuts, and we got so many debts! Hahaha XD

And at one point, their mum was rushing us to quickly finish playing, and we were rushing. Mercy kept getting loads of $50,000 bills coz she's get one bill if someone spun the spinner off track, or got it stuck. Lol. And since we were panicking, we were spinning like crazy. I kept laughing SO HARD that I ended up crying. My face was flooded with tears. Omg... it was painful, yet pleasureable, coz Ihaven't had such a good laugh in MONTHS. DANG.

Night Safari... so BLOODY crowded. On the way there, I was telling them the story about HAir Extensions, And when we were interrupted, we'd pause, and Mercy would tell me to go on. Lol. SO FUN. WAHAHAHAHA.

They pressed me to speak Singlish. Of course, I wouldn't. Like dude, I'm trying to avoid it during the holidays especially. eek. But I DID show them like, examples:
"I came." = "I got come"
Yeah... you get the idea. Then came home. Had a nice cold shower :D Then we played Game of Life again! Hahaha... this time, we read all the rulkes thouroughly. And we realised, this whole time, we were breakin like, so many rules. Hahaha. And we played 2 rounds before we went to sleep... like, near 1am. Haha

Oh yeah, after breakfast and a walk in the Botanical Gardens yesterday, we went for a swim coz it was REALLY hot. My gosh. So they borrowed a few swimming clothes. Then we went to the pool ^^ Thank goodness the water wasn't heated up by the sun yet :D Mercy is so good at swimming o.o DANG.

Okay... I keep smelling vanilla coming from my hands... But my soap is not vanilla scented!! :( Urgh. Annoying smell... We went to funan just now. My dad was taking a look at laptops. My mum wants to buy me and Apple. I want another Fujitsu, coz Apple doens't have the tablet pc :( So I can't draw on the screen. Argh.

Okay, I'm goin to church later, my dad's sending Mercy, Joyce and their parents to Vivo. So they'll just hang there till 7 I guess? Coz that's when my churh ends, and we're have dinenr at Long Beach. Woohoooo

Gonna show them I Not Supid tonight after dinner. Hahaha. An original Singapore film... interesting.... I took some photos, but there are even more in Mercy's camera and her dad's cam. So yeah :)

I won't be posting again, until the 2nd of January. That's when school starts, but I'm not going anyway. Lol. Just ognna stay home and rush the remaining of my homework. MWAHAHAHAHA. And of course, try to post the pics if Mercy's sent them to me already :) Bye people!

Oh yeah, and the game that my bro was playing the other day, is Dead Space. and there were these mutated babies crawling around... hahaha

Hold

You know, I have a tendency to hold onto people... Sometimes, I feel as if I'm just bribing them... you know? Like, I go overseas, I buy these gifts... give give give... or I invite them over to my house... party... food... party... food... And if I ask them what's a good factor about me, it's ALWAYS art. Like, is there anything else good about me? You know, people need compliments once in awhile.

Example:
You're a girl okay? And your boyfriend keeps saying "you're beautiful". EVERYTIME. That's the only word he says about you. You're beautiful. After a while, you begin to think... that's when the troubles come. You think... whether he's dating you only because of your looks, your body or whatever... Which is mostly the case sometimes. It's shit I tell you.

Like hello, the looks don't matter ALL the time. It's the inside that get you attracted to them. What about me? Seems like the people I make friends with in real life, hang with me coz... I don't even know =.= I guess I never asked or they never told me. And the people I make friends with online, and have hardly or never met, know me for who I really am.

It's the insides. The way they talk to you, the way they think... that is what should attract you in the first place. If it's just looks, then the love is bound ot fade. I mean, everyone grows old... Some of you don't admit you just love that person for looks. But come on, don't make me test the love man... Maybe I should try pushing him or her off a building, leaving them scarred for life. Then see how YOU react to it. Would you leave em? Or would you stay by their side forever?

I have no idea what triggered me to write about this topic today... But when I think about all these teenage relationships in Singapore, or probably in any other country, I jsut feel like knocking some sense into them. Some relationships can even last for just a few days!! Like, WHAT IN THE WORLD?!?!?! Has everyone just mistook the meaning of LOVE for TEMPORARY COMPANIONS?!?!

GOSH.

Anyhow... yeah, back to my first topic... keeping a hold on people... I tend to do that... dang. I'm sorry if you're a guy... especially a one I like or care about or you like me or sth... you get the idea. I'd probably be prone to teasing? I'm SO sorry... I just love to do that sometimes... on other times, I don't even know I'm doin it o.o Probably coz I don't want people to leave? I jsut want them to stay... you know? It's like, something to prove to myself that there is someone out there, who don't just like me for money, or for art... those materialistic stuff. But more of the inners :) Love my inners :D Not my outers ^^

C-Day, and after it

Yesterday........ I finished up the world-globe 960-pieced puzzle :D WOOOO. Although some of the pieces are not in the right places... odd. the lines match, but the colour doesn't. Dang. lazy to change it anyway.

Then... watched tv... and did 1 history essay... 3 more to go. omg.

Then today... had tuition in the morning. And started on another 1000-piece puzzle. It's a replica of The Creation of Adam (a painting) :) I got some parts of the corners already... shall continue later on.

Joyce, Mercy and their parents are coming over to stay for a few days later tonight :D WHEEEE. Gonna bring them to Night Safari tmrw I think. Yeah.... dunno what other places my parents have planned to bring us to. dang.

Btw, my sister's present for me arrived!! WOOOOO

THE BOX!!

Me... in the process of ripping it open...

And what is that? :D

It's the BALL OF WHACKS!!! AWESOME!!! Hahaha... what a great away to be the answer to boredom. lol. I thought it was gonna be the Boytown soundtrack though :( But this magnetic ball is great too :D THANKS SIS!!!! ^^

LALALA

Christmas

MERRY CHRISTMAS

In a few hours, happy children would be ripping off the wrapping paper seperating them from their presents... just hiding in that paper... waiting to be revealed!

Pity, I've got none to open up this year. hahaha

But I got several of mine before Christmas Day itself :) Well, may EVERYONE, of every race, religion, nationality, country, city, town, village, height, weight, size, ... and so on.. .you get the idea :P

Having an amusing chat with my brother right now...
Bro: i guess christmas will be spend kicking mutated babies
tell mom that later lol
Me: hahaha she can read it from here
It's so interesting to meet people for the first time. and when they ask about what my brother does for a living, I can say that he kicks mutated babies. lol
that's pretty amusing
Bro: LOL
it's VERY amusing
just got the trophy today, for kicking 10 of those babies
u let them latch on to u and then u rapidly mash X
then the char will grab them and them kick them
wonder what tong will say
Me: mum says that we gotta pray for you more often...
Bro: LOL

my bro is amusing... and so am I! lol

Christmas Eve

Christmas Eve... The evening where most families would gather round the table and eat a wonderful meal :) Of ham, turkey etc.

My family? Well... I just had 2 tuitions today, and I'm using the comp coz I've got nothing to do... Later, after dinner, gotta go to The Alexcier with my parents. There's a relay there, of a Christmas service in Indonesia. So we'll be in Alexcier, watching it live... Yeah...

Yawn... Not too exciting huh? lol... I made a DeviantArt account a couple days ago. Coz hardly anyone uses flickr... so yeah... I uploaded my pictures... Now I'm tryin to scan in my drawings and stuff :) so you can check out http://fakingitout.deviantart.com

Psychic!

Omg. I predicted the future on Friday night. And it came true on Saturday during Youth Group.

I dreamed that I recieved an email from Ci Arlene:
Ci Novi < Dea, Lovely and Keren > Ci Sanny

AND OMG. On Saturday, Dea was in Ci Novi's group, and Keren and I were in Ci Sanny's group. GOSH.

I'M PSYCHIC!!!! This is the first time I've had a dream which happened in less than 24 hours o.o

Anyhow, went to Christy's house for dinner just now. Omg... STEAK!! And it was SUPER GOOOOOOOOOOOOD. I ate about 3-4cm worth of steak. WAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!

Then had some vanilla ice cream. lol Definitely gonna gain weight XD Hahahaha

Currently addicted to the song: Shadows by Nidji. It's an Indonesian band btw. And they sang that song in English. Pretty good o.o And it was used to advertise HEROES. lol

Geeks

I just took this quiz on facebook. About what kind of people I attract. And it's SO true.

"Your stunning intellect and love of sci-fi and video games allures the geeks like nothing else. Maybe it is the sparkle in your eye that makes them want to text you, who knows. Geeks make good partners, but tend to be arguementative. If you are a TRUE geek magnet, you will know if that was spelled correctly, and actually care. If it is a bad-boy/bad-girl you are seeking, you are barking up the wrong tree, unless they are just 'bad' behind a PS2 console."

Dang. Lol... But probably it should be the other way around? I'm attracted to geeks. Hahaha

305

This is my 305th post... You know, next year, I should aim to post 365 times. LOL. I probably won't have the time anyway. ahaha

I deleted 257 songs from my comp today. FEELS GOOD. Coz my iPod was getting full anyway. So I was deleting all the songs I don't really listen to. Hahaha

Then, I threw out some more leftovers from my room. And they are my Lower Secondary worksheets... papers... some books yeah... And I passed all my textbooks to my mum... in case she wants to give it to someone or sth... *shrugs*

And Tanglin Mall probably just sprayed the soapy thingy... Coz I can hear Christmas Carols coming from there. Umm... I shall post about my reflections before I leave for Indo on the 29th... and make my New Year Resolutions on the 2nd. I'm DEFINTELY not going to school on the 2nd. I WANNA ENJOY THE LAST BIT OF MY HOLIDAYS. I'm not going to school, and you can't make me >< *makes a baby face*

Pretty bored right now... hmm... Went to rmj just now. Was NEARLY late but luckily, the bus came in time, so I reached at 2.28pm :D Haha. Ko Jetan lost his voice jsut now... So it sounded pretty hoarse when he was speaking. Um.

Currently, I'm trying to learn a piano piece called Consolation. Or, Songs Without Words Op. 3 No. 3 Yeah... I just learnt it halfway so far. Teehee. And learning Julia from Final Fantasy.

I have no idea what to talk about today... seriously...


"As I sit here helplessly, waiting for you to come home..."

Photos

This was taken during the Indonesian session of the Christmas Gospel Rally. Rev. Billy Kristanto conducting us :) If you can see it clearly enough, I'm the second girl from the left from the 2nd row of girls :)

Our choir... when my pastor conducted us :) Rev. Dr. Stephen Tong ^^

That's me in white. And Yu Jia next to me. My mum took this pic during the chinese session of the Christmas Gospel Rally :) It was almost full! Last year, there was so much people that some ended up sitting on the steps of the aile o.o

A picture I took a few days ago. Uhh... Notice the background? MY ROOM IS A MESS. So yeah... and after the spring cleaning today,...

SUPER CLEAN!!! LOL

Some Random Stuff

Hmm, starting the 1st of January, Singapore's not gonna allow people to smoke... uhh... I think within 5 metres outside a shopping mall or sth... Yeah... And yesterday, Theo, Arabella and I were walking home from Takashimaya. And there was this guy smoking outside the door.

After walking past, I just couldn't stop grinning. He probably knew about the new upcoming law... Coz he was sucking on his cigarette like there was no tomorrow.

I'm kinda panicking about my entrance exams to UWC. I haven't touched my math in awhile... and I'm still not done with my history or SS or chem homework... My mum, maid, and I were doing some SUPER SUPER spring cleaning in my room. Dang. Now it looks as if I'm moving to a new house.

The Last Comic Standing

Everyday, I've been watching this show on Star World. Man, they always get me crackin :D These people coming from many parts of America to be the last ocmedian standing :) And there's been one stuck on my mind:

*this black man comes up on stage*
You know, I'm been discriminated a few times when I came to Jersey. I've been pulled over by the cops... 8 TIMES.
And the cop walks over and asks,"Do you know why I pulled you over?"
So I asked why.
"Coz you're black! HAven't you been reading the newspapers? Hahahaha!"
You know, it's strange when cops pull you over because you're not wearing a seatbelt... Well, yeah, I wasn't wearing a seatbelt... in the backseat of a taxi.
*audience laughs*
That's a joke people... haha... that was a joke... I'm from New York, I can never get a taxi!
Alright thank you people!

Hahahhaa. Man, I love that joke. lol Hahahha... And man, I think I was bitten by the Friends bug. Lol... Now I keep watching Friends............ Every weekday. Dang.

Scream

Last night, Diy, SL, and Jody came to my house. We ate at Spageddies for dinner. Had some laughs :) Then came to my house and watched this Japanese horror film called "EXTE - Hair Extensions".

We were screaming like super loud in the living room, till we even scared my dog. Hahahaha XD Oh come on, if you see some evil hair chasing after a little girl half your size, wouldn't you be scared? Dang. And yes, as amusing it sounds, it really isn't. The thing with this movie... It kinda contrasts a lot.

Like one moment, it's dark, scary, and jumpy. The next moment, it's happy... with bright sunny colours, and cheery music. Gosh. And everytime the hair starts attacking, the song of Silent Night would come out. And like, dude... SCARY. And that thing with the bell... omg.

Come on... it's gross when you see hair coming our of your eyes, your mouth... and any other wounds that you have on your body... And even though that girl was dead, hair still kept growing... and omg. The ending was kinda hilarious at one point. Where that creepy guy who was obsessed with hair got cut. Left with his feet and his head... WEIRD. Like... WEIRD!!! LOL. And his head plopped onto his feet, and it was still waddling about. LOL. Then it turned half a circle... and stopped moving. HAHAHAHAA

Okay... totally morbid me. :P

Gonna play Mahjong with Theo and Arabella now :D TEEHEE

4 times

Okay... I know this is my 4th post for today... but, I'M SOOOO BORED. lol

And... I don't know why I'm thinking with that kind of really american accent... those that bimbos in movies do? And I really don't know why my brain's capacity is turning about the same... *shrugs*

Okay... umm... I watched The Day The Earth Stood Still.... NOT WORTH IT. Like... seriously... Yes, the ideas are pretty unique. Nice super powers. But the ending sucks =.= Yes. I say plainly, the ending sucks.

But, I THINK this movie would be better than Bolt...

Umm... Gonna have a movie day tmrw... Heehee. Gonna watch some horror film bout HAir Extensions... LOL. Probably will scare the crap out of people with hair extensions :P And we're watching it after dinner... WAHAHAHAHAHA

Hmm... Uhh... I haven't measured my weight in awhile... I'm afraid to look at the numbers and do the math. GAH *hides behind sofa*

lol... me being quirky me... SOOOOOO BORED. And totally not in the mood to do homework. GAH.

What I Want From...

I want...

You know what, I'll make my own private list. the next time a guy comes by, ... *check... check... hmm... not present... no... check... hmm, did he do that?... maybe not... check... check... no... no... check... no...*

Being perfectionist me, I'll grade. I jsut gotta think of criterias...shouldn't be so hard right?

Oceans apart, day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice, on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
how can we say forever

(chorus)
Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here, waiting for you
Whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all The times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh can't you see it baby,
You've got me going crazy

(chorus)

I wonder how we can survive, this romance
But in the end if I'm with you, I'll take the chance

Oh you can't see it baby
You've got me going crazy

(chorus)

I'll Be Right Here Waiting For You - Bryan Adams

Movie

Alright... it's been a while since I watched a decent movie in the cinema. The last time I did, I got into trouble o.o

Nvm. Uhhh.... Gonna watch The Day The Earth Stood Still with my mum afterwards.. at 4.25pm. GV Grand... GOLD CLASS! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA XD Bloody expensive tickets =.= They suck your wallets dry.

Hmm... with my fringe parting in the middle, wearing my glasses, I look like a dork. Gonna go make it wet... hahaha. See ya people

Not Again

Sometimes, I feel so stupid I wanna whack myself.

I'm sorry bout last night... If it meant anything to you. But I would also have appreciated it if you had told me then to just shut up. Maybe I'd know you cared... you know? Sometimes I just get so carried away in my own world I don't care about others anymore.

Selfish me.

And, I shouldn't be the one to wait for you. But you should wait for me. Till... I'm ready I guess? Like Dea, dude, it just doesn't make sense for a girl to wait for a guy... even though that was what I did with Xander. Waited for 3 years. 3 painful years, wondering and waiting. Guys came and went. And even then, he was STILL on my mind. Oh gosh. And when the chance came in February, I didn't take it. Any why? I WAS SO DARN STUPID. Me and my stupid PITY PITY PITY. URGH.

How did I know Xander would have changed his mind? Reading back the the Chat Log of February 2008 with him, I wondered... whether he truly has? But nvm. I shouldn't bring it up again... Now he actually scares me o.o AND WHY?!?!?! I HAVE NO IDEA?!?!

*smacks own forhead... buries face in hands*

I feel like crying. But that'll be stupid if I do =.= Crying over a matter like this. I push people. It's something I do... even unconsciously. I did that to.... I dunno. A few guys. And sometimes, even if I know I'm gonna be in a dilemma afterwards, I STILL do it. What am I tryin to do? Prove myself something??? Maybe someone who knows me better than myself can tell me.

And... I just fear. Fear that another part of me will get ripped out again. You know, I realise something. The relationship always ends around... May... June... July... that kind of time. WHY? Urgh. Orange boy (no idea why I jsut came up with that. prolly coz his surname is kinda obvious to a lot of ppl), left me in June for another girl. Yeah... and I THINK he regrets it now... Tofu, left me near the end of May. Dunno for what... it was never made clear.

And since... it's our Os next year. Would you leave me for your studies? I have a feeling you will... I mean, seeing how much you take your studies seriously... unlike me. TOTAL SLACKER. And yes, you probably know me better than tofu or Xander or Orange boy or Durian... Then you should probably know what I'm going through... or maybe not? *blank face... thinks...*

*moments of silence*

But maybe... Prove to me that I can have nothing to fear or worry about when it comes to you...

Obsession Possession

Okay... so maybe my sudden obsession with Hippos mean something?

Last night, I was hugging my green hippo to sleep... caressing it's head, that I thought... and thought and thought.

My gosh. I felt like a maniac for a minute there. Like... the super stalkerish type... you know? Those kind of people who have an obsession over sth, and they'll have that blank expression on their face as they caress sth... probably a cat or sth.

*shivers*

Creepy...

I came to a conclusion before I fell asleep... I probably cared for you much more than I thought. But it's also probably a one-time thing. So yeah... I'll just sit here and wait till it disappears. *swings feet*

But if it doesn't... then who knows... maybe someday................

omg. I just sounded like Xander o.o

The Day

WOOOO. Today, is the day of the Gospel Rally. RRRRAAAAHHHH!! (copying Phoebe here :P)

Lol. Well, I'm gonna leave in awhile... LA DEEDUM.

Crush - David Archuleta
I hung up
The phone tonight
Something happened
For the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush
What a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever
Feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Just too much
Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really
Just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away
Goin' away

Has it ever crossed
Your mind
When were hangin'
Spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more
Is there more
See it's a chance
We've gotta take
Cause I believe
That we can
Make this into
Something
That will last
Last forever
Forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really just
Another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do
'Cause I'm trying,trying to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away
Goin' away

Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really just
Another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do
'Cause I'm trying, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away
Goin' away
Goin' away

No Words

I dunno what to say. I absolutely understand.

And I really gotta stop doing that to people!! URGH. *slaps my own face*

Dang it. And sometimes, I don't even know I'm doing it...you know?

You're just such a close friend... I feel like I can tell you anything...... *thinks about that word*... uhh... should be appropriate...

Yeah... And you think I've gotten over it? You're still in mine too. Like, trying hard to burst out like a balloon... Okay... I don't think that matches

You probably feel that way coz what I told you of Xander? I'm sorry. Just know. I don't like guys mostly because of their looks. I look at other components as well. (I just sounded like a judge or sth =.=) Xander is perfect in ALMOST every way. There are 2 parts of him I just dislike. You're better than him when it comes to those parts :) He "wins" you in 3. Maybe you know... maybe you don't. Let me give you a clue, you should CLIMB STAIRS and reduce it to 2. Hhaahaha

Okay. sry bout that. I shouldn't be laughing =.= You know another component. The other component, I'm tryin to help you. Lol. Definitely gotta change style. But, climb stairs first. Hahaha. Then easier to match :)

But also, maybe I'm too much of a perfectionist myself. I probably have accepted what you are. But I just wanna make it even better... Of maybe I'm just fearful? You should know of who... she's sitting right next to me o.o

I have no words of how I feel. It's a mixture of those nice feelings, yet, kinda worried, fearful, anxious, paranoid. Maybe I just fear you'll be like the previous. And I admit, he DID tear out a chunk out of me.

Christmas Gospel Rally 2008

It's free admission. so you all don't have to worry about money. And it's next to Dover MRT. REALLY simple to get there. Convention Centre is next to the station! So yeah... AND I'M SINGING WITH MY CHURCH CHOIR!!
If you don't wanna go, at leas to go watch me!!! Wahahaha... okay okay... Gotta keep my Ego down. lol :P

I hope to see some of you guys there ^^