Mission

TW and I

Yi Jun and I... Trying to raise just one eyebrow. I can do the same for both sides. Lol... Reminds me of Jim Carrey. The first time I saw him do that was in Ace Ventura: When Nature Calls!! :D Hahaha... Then I got curious, started practicing. Hahaha. I could raise my left eyebrow naturally at first. Then I practiced in Pri sch, managed to raise my Right eyebrow now :D I HAVE SURPASSED MY COUSIN!! LOL!!

So anyway, yesterday was the 1st day of this 3-day mission course or whatever. I prefer to call it a REFLECTION course :)

And yesterday, at one point, we were told to pray about anything... Family, friends, someone specific, school, the mistakes you've done, or what you hope to do this year. Omg... I prayed so hard I started crying... So did a handful of people. My skirt ended up wet o.o And Isabel was like,"there are some people crying, it's O.K. It means that your heart is still alive. It's okay... It's a good thing."

And today, CRIED AGAIN. OMG. We were told to lie down on the auditorium floor this time, and they started playing some soft instrumental music. We had to close our eyes, and if we want to, pray or reflect on our family, or parents actually. This someone started sobbing REALLY loudly. No one laughed. I mean, dude, it should have meant that there are some personal issues going on in her family right? Then I could hear more sniffing... It was only the praying about my parents part that I started crying a bit :(

And then we were allowed to sit up. And then they gave each person a piece of paper. And we were told to write a letter to our parents... like, in case we have any words that we want to say but do not dare to... Omg. When I started typing the first sentence, I stopped halfway, and started sobbing... like, really sobbing. And I wrote that letter with my left hand covering my mouth... My shoulders shaking... omg... And the song they were playing was kinda sad too... Said sth like,"You don't understand me... you don't know me..." or sth like that. And I just felt so connected to it... you know?

After we were done, apparently, quite a lot of people had cried. Some were also sobbing... Yeah... I guess not everyone has good family connections yeah? And damn, some people can be SOOOO inconsiderate to LAUGH at people who are still crying =.= I mean, how inconsiderate is that?? Dang...

Sigh... now Feb at my hosue... he's standing behind me NOW. lol... Hahaha... Okay.. he's gonna get more stuff from my iTunes to put into his iPod. *rolls eyes* useless. Humph...