Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Holdin Back Tears

Mrs Lok told us to do reflections about ourselves for Values Education/Class Family Time. Umm... Yea. Then we were told to think about the people we're involved with, and write about the more significant few. And why we thought of them first.

Immediately, I knew I'd cry somewhere during this reflection. I began writing about WHO ELSE but HER. Just 3 sentences into the paragraph, and I was crying already. Tears streaming down my face. I had to take my specs off to continue writing... I tried not to sniff, but a few escaped me. Well, it wasn't a very satisfying cry. But I hope that after reading my reflection, Mrs Lok would know more about me, and understand in a way...

ah whatever

The thing I don't like is, I don't think she fits her role as a Form-Teacher. She herself knows that coz she mentioned it today. Come on, never heard of IB??? WTH MAN. And she had to ask Mrs Gan for it =.= Gosh. And I think she's too young to be a Form-Teacher. She's not even 30!! ._.

And she probably hates me and thinks lowly of me coz I'm SO STUPID that I can't survive in a GOVERNMENT SCHOOL so I have to TRANSFER to an INTERNATIONAL SCHOOL... not knowing that IB is ALSO FRIGGIN HARD AND BRAIN-WRECKING. Come on, even Mrs Ann Lee was from UWC =.=

Sigh....

Doing the info stuff for my Graduation Cert again. I hate it when my mum touches me -_- I dunno. i just don't like it. It's weird. Even if it's a slight brush of skin, it gives me goosebumps. o.o

And she keeps telling me to stop listening to The Call or Bubbly. She says she hates their voices coz it reminds her of that girl my bro did the music video for, and her voice kinda sucks. WTH MAN. DIFFERENT PEOPLE LAH. Idiot.

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